so yeah, i did a good hour of photo shooting, it was fun, i was a model,yay! my friend jessica came with me, omg the place was so goddman fucking cool. a cop pulled up and was like "what are you ladies doing here?" so we explained about the photo shoot, and he was like "why are you taking pictures?" i and i whispered in jessica's ear "pornos!" haha ( Read more... )

the demo is looking pretty good, i'm excited, i get to go do a couple photo shoots, one at an old creepy-haunted looking trailor and maybe one at some park, i'm happy they are doing this for free, they say it's cuz i have a lot of talent that they're doing this for me cuz they think i'm gonna make it out there, it's too bad the sound isn't as hard ( Read more... )

hey everyone, i'm bored right now, in music tech studio's waiting for brian, my vocal coach, grrr.... he's taking forever and a day to get here. i wanna record! NOW! eh....ok well whatever, at least i'm doing it today, i'm still a little depressed, but whatever, hey it takes time to get over breakups, whatever.

Later!

if only you knew....

ok, yeah so i'm going to regal with with jessica, were not gonna watch a movie, i'm probably just gonna get fucked up on rockstar and redbull, cuz i have an increased heart rate, so if i drink that stuff it'll mess with me and shit, so yeah, should be fun, yay! i get to be fucked up! more thank i already am, lol. ok yeah ( Read more... )

blah, my day sucks, my dad's been a dick to me ever since the breakup, ummm... i have a photo shoot, but i have no money to buy new clothes and it's boring to wear the same old clothes that you have, my mom won't give me any money to buy clothes,i know i'm gonna suck in recording tomorrow,cuz i have no extra time to practice, whatever. at least i ( Read more... )

i miss you...

This is about you and me..err I mean you ( Read more... )

i got starbucks today, cuz my mommy loves me, and is sad that i'm sad.

oh thanks to

-Ashley<3
-Angie
-Andrew
-Baylin
-Jessica
-Zoe
-Kami
-and many other people

for making me feel better you guys are the best!!! <333

Later!

well this proves it, i'm FUCKIN WORTHLESS to you, i try to tell you how i feel about you but you don't give a shit, so whatever ( Read more... )