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I'm having a really self-counscious day, I feel so ugly and horrible and I just hate my self. I hate, my eyes, my frizz, my stomache, I really hate my nosse, I hate it all. I wish I were pretty. I wish people would want to talk to me, I wish I could talk to people. I want everyone to love me but they don't, I'm an ugly, needy, blob of a

So we dropped jason off, it's not really weird yet, I wonder if it wil be, am I a horribe person if it's not ( Read more... )

this journal is now friends only, sort of, if for some reason there's someone who actually wants to read this leave a comment.

Marilyn died early this morning, we might be going to sit shiva tonight I'm not sure, I guess if we don't we'll go tomorrow, probably go more than once. Marilyn didn't want a funeral so I'm not sure what's happening with that. It doesn't feel like she's gone. I havn't seen her in I guess about two years because she didn't want to see anyone once ( Read more... )

okay right now I feel like crap it's a combination of a lot of things ( Read more... )

I have a lot too talk about but I'm too tired.

Jan, how do you make all your entries just friends?

My mom just called because they asked her to work on sunday but she's not and we're still going to wicked she said the only reason we'd have to postpone it again is if something happened to Marilyn. Right now she's in home i guess you'd call it for terminally ill patients, Doug called yesterday for my mom because he wants ehr to go on chemo again ( Read more... )