im updating again cuz im bored...things are getting better..:-)

monday i didnt do much..sat home all day sleeping watching movies..the notebook..i love that movie:-)

today i took my little cousin megan to cereal city in battle creek..dont ask why its a weird story lol..but it was fun i guess..we got out faces on cereal boxes ha lol

im still looking ( Read more... )

I like this song..

*Carried Away*   I don't take my whiskey to extremes
Don't believe in chasin' crazy dreams
My feet are planted firmly on the ground
But darlin' when you come around

I get carried away by the look by the light in your eyes
Before I even realize the ride I'm on
Baby I'm long gone
I get carried away nothin' matters but bein' with you
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im having some serious mixed emotions lately :-\..i think its more that im just scared of losing someone..cuz i dont want to loose him...he means alot to me..he doesnt even know
EDIT: if you think me and brandon are cute..comment???

someone please cheer me up :-\

xox!

( pain hurts only for a minute.. )

im updating again cuz im bored..im not with someone cuz they dont want me there :-(..ah i dont know...someone rip my heart out so i dont have feelings please :'( i hate getting them hurt :-\

someone please tell me where i went wrong..to feel like im horibble and not good enough?? i make myself to confused :-(

but anyways i was looking thru some ( Read more... )

things are getting better now..this weekend was good..went to the fair with my brother friday..saturday i went to the fireworks with brandon<3..sunday i also was with brandon..im glad i got to be with him :-)..he knows how to make me smile ;-)

so sometime this week..i am going to get my belly button pierced :-)

but hopefully i can spend more time ( Read more... )

this is really getting immature guys...

so please leave me and brandon alone...i never even did anything to you!..im sorry hes my boyfriend..and if you dont like that then to bad..because i love him and im not breaking up with him!! i dont care what anybody says!

but please stop being so immature about things! yea thanks!

xox!

( I love you brandon!!!!! <3 )

things are slowly getting better i guess..

im getting really tan :-) lol..not that anybody really cares tho

i really miss brandon :'( i havent seen him for like more then a week...i dont like this :-(..i love him! <3

so dear life..please get better!

comment if you want!

xox!

things are ruined for the rest of my life...:-(..but its my fault i guess..but everybody makes mistakes right? nobody is perfect :-\..you learn from your mistakes right?

im hoping everything will be ok but i dont know :'(...but i am really sorry tho

but i am not breaking up with brandon and i dont care what anybody says!

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things are alright now..better then what they were...im still kinda confused..:-\...alot of things are going through my mind..but i know one thing for sure..that im not breaking up with brandon!

im really glad its summer...i have been sleeping in super late like everyday lol...with my sweetheart calling and waking me up like everyday :-) <3 its ( Read more... )

so summer vacation..as i thought..was going great..right?..ha things be good in my life..yeah good one :-(...what did i do to deserve this? i dont understand..if you want to know just ask i guess..:-( but im not promising im going to tell you..:-\

i found out ALOT of things i never knew...i kinda wish i would have never found out but i dont like ( Read more... )