it's just about time to clear some things up.

[brokenhearted09]

so... everythings up in the air rite now... at least we're better... he understands where i was coming from and i accepted his apology for being an idiot even tho he was just kidding... so ya... and then of course being the sweetie he is he called me at 7:30 this morning to wake me up... *aww... grrr!* tee hee... but i can forgive him cuz i love

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[courtilovesyou]

joss i never blamed u for this friendship falling apart.. we all had to do with it.. we all pushed.. we were all ready for a change i guess..boys just complicated things..u have james, i have paul.. but like i sed i dont blame u for everything.. i like to think i wasnt a terrible friend.. but if i was im sorry too.. i no i havent always been there for u.. and for that im sorry..u werent a terrible friend i never sed that..but neways.. as for wut me and james talked about..life in general.. me, u, us...as friends.. i told him how well he was treating u now and i was glad for that... he sed he really valued wut i think still even tho we're fighting.. we talked about u guys together...(o btw.. u mite wanna tell him he pleases u in bed.. he doesnt think he does.. lol... ummmm yea.)but thats mostly it.. nothing bad..honest... alrite well i guess thats it..

[utinkimgorgeous]

i agree with courtney..i never said i blamed u for everything falling apart. there were just somethings that created wedges between us and boys were one of them. i didnt mean to go off on you so hard yesterday..i was upset about a lot of things and you got the bitter end of it. for that, im sorry. im sorry if u thought that i was a bad friend or a bad person or something to that likeness. in all honesty, i got jealous. i dont know about anyone else, and i want u to know that im only speaking for myself here: but i got jealous because all of a sudden you had everything you'd ever wanted. over a three month period you got everything you had ever worked for. i work so hard for things that i dont get. i get skrewed over and yelled at. i try my hardest at things, and its just not good enough. i try to get good grades, but its not good enough. i try to be a good daughter but i guess thats not enough. i try to be a good friend and sometimes the green jealousy monster jumps out, but i guess i wasnt good enough of a friend. i guess maybe im

[brokenhearted09]

u act like i didnt have to work for the things i wanted... like i didnt have to bust my ass to get them... like one day god just opened up the heavens and dropped happiness down on me... thats not the way it worked... i worked hard as hell to get what i wanted i still do, u assume that i have things handed to me on a silver platter but i dont, i've worked just as hard if not harder than you have, i get yelled at A LOT jacquelyn i get yelled at A LOT most of the time about things i dont deserve to be yelled at about, i dont just GET things, they dont just get handed out to me... so if u assume thats the way it works than ur wrong, dead wrong... i didnt deserve the way u went off on me and i didnt and still dont appreciate it, as well as the fact that i dont appreciate ur assumptions about the life that u know absolutely nothing about.