Should I be freaking out? I suppose so. I mean, that's what I'm being told I should be doing. But why? Should I freak out because I'm being trapped into something? Well, that's true. I guess marriage is a trap of some sort, but really, I love my fiance. Why should I be freaking about being trapped with the most beautiful woman in my world for the ( Read more... )

I greet each day,
with morning wood!

*bows to snapping* Thank you!

I haven't posted in a while, and I keep getting these dirty little looks and reprimands asking me if I just don't have anything to write about. Well, not really that bad, but she does tease me about it. lol Livejournal has always been it's most empty for me when life is going well. I don't need to vent when I'm happy. I'd rather keep it all inside ( Read more... )

...and yet I've kept so many of them since I was a kid. Always a private person, with no one but myself to confide in. I never really got a good grasp of what should and should not be shared amongst other people. And here I am, mildly upset that someone else has things they don't wish to confide in me about. I mean, really, I've never been much of ( Read more... )

It's driving me crazy. I don't know what to do. Everytime we put him down, he hops right back up and starts playing in his room. I've gotten him to stop screaming at least, but now he just gets up and plays quietly. He needs to be sleeping!! GAHHH. I know that right now if I go back there, he'll be either sitting up in bed waiting to see if I'm ( Read more... )

I'm sad. Codyjane and Austin went to Kansas this morning and I haven't really talked to them at all today. I miss them. Came home to an empty house, and while it was nice to come in, turn on the radio, and sit for a minute without worrying about waking either of them up, I miss them like crazy ( Read more... )

Sometimes something has to happen that's so terrible you rattle to your core. That something will be life altering because it will destroy you or build you ( Read more... )

I'm taking a quick break to say that I deleted the last post. No point in leaving it there ( Read more... )

I can understand anger. For a change, I felt petty enough that I wanted to see from her point of view and do something that I knew would piss her off. I was angry over something that now seems incredibily stupid to be angry over, but at the time I was pretty damn angry, and so I stayed out until 4am. Granted, It kept me from getting home until 5am ( Read more... )

Hey! Hi! I'm really happy with my new place. I took my own cast off. I have ten minutes on break and I'm posting so suck it up if this isn't to the thickness that you might expect with how long it's been since I've posted in detail. I'm really happy right now, and that unfortunately leaves me wondering where the black lining on the puffy white ( Read more... )