Just be who you are, wait your turn,
don’t push.
Be beautiful, be graceful.
If you’re going to get angry, be angry behind closed doors.
Don’t ever let them see you sweat. Just hold your head up no matter what,
and don’t ever let anyone stomp you out. What an odd and peaceful weekend ( Read more... )

I don't know how you can go to bed feeling awesome and motivated and wake up feeling dismal ( Read more... )

Getting back to work and already being mostly through the work week is some sort of chocolate awesome.

Also Matts working afternoons with me for awhile.

This week has started off fabulously and it seems like it's only going to get better.

I think I'm going to be good this weekend, a particularly nerdy sort of good.

^^;

The blood runs when the ( Read more... )

I've written journal entries, played castle defense and boomshine, done promotion for this Sunday, read mens health fitness articles on medicine ball works outs, and still managed to make a pile of money (for my company ( Read more... )

Lord deliver me from vacuous-headed, petty shit I should not care about.

Indifference on tap, to swim in the nothing.
and play in it's empty playground

My stomach has the feel of ill-ease and emptiness, sans the hunger.

Somehow, I always feel like I'm failing at being human; I'm not sure if anyones keeping score,
besides me ( Read more... )

When I have children, or I get some girl to do it for me, I hope it's a girl.

Then when she's 5-6 I'll put her in a ghostyl white dress and take her a trail at night so she can walk slowly through the myst, out of the trees, at people who happen to walk by, singing ring-around-the-rosie in a low, haunting coo.

I'm a hypothetical super dad.

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Show me a girl or a situation with a girl that isn't overly complicated and I'll show you a transvestite.

Maybe I'm too analytical objective for my own good.

I start my new position tomorrow, wish me luck.

"to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love ( Read more... )

Got the job!

More later.
So much works to do!


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So I had two delicious turkey dinners last night, even though I was away from home ( Read more... )