I had a moment of clarity this afternoon, after feeling very emotional and angry throughout this morning. Although it may be simple, and something that many people claim to already know, it felt very real and it woke me up in a big way ( Read more... )

I got a letter from a half "aunie" in england. So exciting! She sent a few pictures and I can sort of see a resemblance, even though we are only half related.

Kristin and I bought bikes. Kristin's is really fancypants and mine isn't. However, it is lime green and still a very nice bike ( Read more... )

I was reading online about the fast this afternoon and I read that it is best to end the fast at the same meal that you started. So that made me reallllllyyyyy excited, because I started the fast last wednesday night. I called my boss/ fasting buddy! She ended her fast last night. She's done the fast a few times, but had some trouble this time... ( Read more... )

Day three went much better ( Read more... )

I almost gave in to all of the food cravings that I had later in the day ( Read more... )

So I have started a 10 day lemon juice/water/gradeB maplesyrup/ and cayenne fast ( Read more... )

me and fungi may not mix...
I ate the most amazing icecream ever (or so it seemed)
then I turned on a movie "Proof"
aaand everything turned scary.
Gwenith paltrow looked like death
well... so did everyone really
like skeletons...

Sometimes communicating is so difficult...
To describe what I am feeling inside - what I know to be real and meaningful -
comes out in broken sentances
Halfhazard emotional diarrhea poised as armor to my feelings.
My words seem ill-suited once escaped from my mouth, silly, and meaningless.

It meant more to me when I kept it inside.

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