I feel as though I'm constantly on the verge of a nervous breakdown and the only way to ward it off it to let it get worse and more imminent. Money is tight and school is a series of pointless exercises getting between me and enjoyment of friends and life. But I keep telling myself that I've got it good, because I do. Maybe not as good as some ( Read more... )

Because then I would be deemed to important to pay for my mistakes

I take every word with a grain of salt.

Lately things have been especially salty.

I'm sick of people letting me down, Fuck 'em all.

There is so much good music out there its mind boggling. I'm kicking my ass for not keeping better organized what I already have and letting things slip through my fingers. Doesn't make it easier though that I don't put any limits on my taste, since I enjoy everything from heavy death metal to folk and jazz. But if this is what I'm gonna do, Music ( Read more... )

1. Between the Buried and Me- "Selkies: the endless obsession ( Read more... )

I really hope Hillary Clinton doesn't make it to the '08 presidential ballot, because lets face it, a lot of people don't like her and she'll never win. I'm not sure what to think about the war, on the one hand it seems like a lost cause and for the sake of the troops lives we should bring them home a.s.a.p., and on the other hand it will descend ( Read more... )

I'm going on Friday, wanted to go Sunday too but tickets sold out for that in the blink of an eye (no doubt because of RAGE reuniting). Any one else going for just Friday? My parents have a timeshare in Palm springs that me and some people could crash at for Thursday and Friday night.

As much as x-mas brought me up, it feels like everything else is bringing me down. I have various friends of mine who owe me money which I badly need, still have my sweater m.i.a., and also can't find a digital camera (family's fault), a hat, and a pipe. And the cherry on top is that my car was badly keyed last night by some unknown asshole while ( Read more... )

I've found that I like epic titles that have little to do with anything.

Christmas was sweet. My days consist of getting up late, playing video games (Guitar Hero II!), maybe exercising, and hanging out. Its good.

But signing up for classes and getting a job awaits. Oh well, tonight I'll relive the past over at an elementary school.