im falling for someone who really isnt my type.. but at the same time the chemistrys so hott..its always been so hott.. but hes so unlike me.. but hes good for me. i dont know if it would ever work though.. maybe with us.. but with everyone one else? well they'd tear us apart ( Read more... )

im on edge all the time now.. its like if anything else goes wrong im just going to explode.. and i hate feeling this way. i need my friends to be here for me, and they are. they're here all the time which is more than i expected. i know that i need to stop getting high, but for now its the only thing keeping me at my house. (i have to be at my ( Read more... )

theres just no way i could possibly put how i feel in words.. theres so many things running through my head at once.. so many different feelings.. its just not explainable. :-/

i hate this life they're making me live.

with a passion. :-(

things are going okay again.. i really hope they stay this way. its hard feeling all on my own at the hotel n shit (even though i have three awesome roommates).. but its better then fighting with my family.. and im still going to school.. and im not on drugs.. so all in all things should work out. hopefully. <3

everytime things seem to be going okay.. everything goes wrong. its never ending. nothing i do is good enough for my parents. my friends piss me off. i love morgan to death but if im not with her 24/7 i get an attitude the next day for an hour. i miss kayla but everytime we have plans something goes wrong. its like.. i have my life.. and she has ( Read more... )

i dyed my hair.. its really dark.. i said light brown.. they mixed the dyes up.. its almost black.. i want to cry! :-(

does anyone even use livejournal now.. i have a myspace.. like most everyone else!

where the fuck did summer go.. i can't believe school starts tomorrow.. hopefully this year goes better.. i really need to go to school as much as possible.. and do my homework n shit so i can graduate next year!

1 pe- siebert
2 comp aps 2- bedenko
3 us history- ( Read more... )

we leave tomorrow morning.. we come back right before school starts.. road trip bitchessss. :-)

haha yes, i'm excited to get away from this shit hole of a town for awhile-- but it will be nice coming back because i'm going to miss a lot of people, and a lot of parties!

i finally let everyone convince me to make a my space, and i don't really have time for both, so good-bye to the few people who still use this.

my space username- courtney_lynn16