all of a sudden on my way home today..i just fucking felt really really sad..and i dont even know whats wrong..all i do is feel depressed lately..and i think in a way i do know why..and im not telling anyone ..they would just laugh..its stupid but it matters to me..i just dont wanna be here.
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second day of school..awesome.i had music theory today..we have an amazingg class.. me..kara..sean..brad flower..sara..marian..dan..mike..omg its soo funny..its tough though..we already have to write a fricken song!! crazy ( Read more... )

summers over..schools started! oh man..my first day actually wasnt that bad though..i like my classes..nicole told me about karas retarded plan about being friends with all the older kids and ignoring everyohne else..no wonder she ignores me all the time now!! how awesome! frickin awesome..

today was pretty fun! i went out on the jertskis...i went with alan and he jumped a huggge wave and all you suddenly see is something flying through the air..then u look at his jetski and theres nobody on it..i almost peed my pants..then later on alan tried to splash my jetski and then my dads and he ended up tipping it completely over..hes not ( Read more... )

yesterday was actually pretty fun..we went to fantasy island for my sisters cheerleading thing and i didnt wanna go because i was pissed off that i had no friends and nobody to take..but my mom didnt want me to sit home alone depressed all day soo she made me go..so after the thing i hung around with heather and jessica..it was fun..we went to the ( Read more... )

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band was a pain today..i didnt wanna be there at all..today was very tiring.. my mom drove over the paved roads

okay. i definetely stole this from jackie lol..i got my hair cut today and i got these side bangs and i like it! i felt like sharing that.i have band practice again tonight..fun..i have this effing huge marching tuba that i have to put my head through and its sooo heavy and all of its weight rests on my shoulder..my shoulder and neck is soooo soar ( Read more... )

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