im up still. i will be for some time. im going to pass this exam. im going to pass this class. writing it continues my motivation to crack open another can and keep at it....even though the server is being stupid and won't let me work online any more. time to dust off the textbook. i. dont. quit.

ever.

hamilton:
i came, i saw, i conquered.
fun ass times. sometimes, i just want to dance

learn to park your fucking car. its only 3 feet long, i don't see why its so hard for you. usually when someone is parked directly across from you its stupid to park on the other side of the street in the same spot. you could park in the driveway or in front of the next house. don't worry, you could use the exercise. if i ever see you ( Read more... )

so toronto is a beautiful city. if canada didnt have such shitty health care i could totally live.....no, i couldnt. lol. sorry. but still, buffalo could be like that. that place is gorgeous! sky rise hotels & office buildings, everything is clean. you can walk around at night and not be afraid of being brutally raped/assulted...and there are ( Read more... )

i was driving home after watching quarintine and rob called me, which was odd bc i had just left his house...and thats when i found out about the plane. it was surreal. i thought he was joking. i was so afraid that it was someone i knew. im still upset. that could've been my house. i just have a really horrible feeling about all of this, it ( Read more... )

i want to race a car. at the speedway. not cruise night racing...straight up racing around a track against non-shitty foreign cars. they only allow american made shyt there....what's that tell you?? wooooooooooooooooooooooooo. oh yea.

i am going to toronto this weekend to see gorgeous cars!!!!!!!!!!!!! god im so excited. i love love LOVE cars. im really interested to see the concept cars. thats my fav part. i could totally do that as a job as an engineer =] and no way in hell is kate being there with silent bob going to ruin my weekend. i cant wait til spring so i can go ( Read more... )

it keeps replaying in my mind. like a shitty nightmare i can't shake off. in my left hand, the monash university study abroad australia pamphlet. in my other? -repeating images of my horrendous physics grade. maybe im blowing it out of proportion, i think. the lowest grade is only 10% of the overall grade. but then my panic sets in. ( Read more... )

basically my review sheet consists of this ( Read more... )

stop trying to fit in.
stop acting like everyone else.
theres someone inside.
unique, thriving.
let her out.
set her free.