On occasion I peruse back thru old entries. Just to see how different (if they even are atall) past Brandon Robleses are from the current version. And for the majority of this very Live journal's existence they're all the same. Which makes sense, because I've pretty much been the same human bein' since I was 18. But that was a decade ago. I ( Read more... )

Do you ever just feel as if everything you do never leads to any real changes? Sometimes I feel like that. I know it's not my fault, because I'm tryin' very hard. Moreso now than probably any other point in my 28 years. Things just aren't turnin' out the way I'd hoped. I could always find something else or go down another path I suppose, but I ( Read more... )

In rasslin' land the level of success you have is broken down into tiers. You have your jobbers. They're usually the smaller or less talented guys that as a general rule suck. Most of the time they get their asses kicked and they pretty much lose every match. But they make other guys look like badasses so even in defeat they're still kinda ( Read more... )

I don't like it when people don't say bless you when someone sneezes. It's almost a borderline deal-breaker with girls. I'm kind of weird about it. Like it's not a religious thing or even so much a courtesy thing. In some odd way it just makes me feel connected to people. Like if somebody says "Bless you" when I sneeze than it makes me feel ( Read more... )

Today I played Claw Machine. It's common knowledge than I, Brandon Robles, am an avid fan of Claw Machine. I probably procure a prize about one out of every eight or so tries. It's not the highest percentage in the land, but sadly every time I see one I hafta look at it. If there's even the slighest possibility than I can pick up some dumbass ( Read more... )

“Life's under no obligation to give us what we expect. We take what we get and are thankful it's no worse than it is ( Read more... )

Sometimes. Scratch that, damn near all the time, I wish I could make my brain do what may heart is tryin' to tell it to do ( Read more... )

This apartment thing has me so frustrated y'all. I think I wanna get out of North Charlotte. Since I haven't had cable or internet I've been goin' out and about a little more around this part of town and it's just so lame. Not that night life is a huge priority but it got me thinkin', I don't really like this part of town. The only reason I'm ( Read more... )

I always wonder why the universe constantly tries to tell me things, and I consistently ignore it. I'm either a dumbass or don't wanna be happy or something, but I'm tired of it. I'm tired of swinging and missing. I'm tired of bein' alone all the time. I'm tired of bein' just barely good enough at life to not quite suck at it ( Read more... )

I miss you, Brandon Robles. We haven’t spoken in some time, and I hope you’re doing well for yourself. Somehow I have a feeling that you are still in the same rut that I now find myself in, and for once, I understand you completely. If it’s true (and part of me sincerely hopes it’s not), hopefully we can help each other out of it somehow. And ( Read more... )