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[brokenxarrow]

oh oh. guess who`s breakin` free -- yeah yeah, that would be me =]

i decided that life is too short to spend all my time complaining and crying and bitching. i hate being unhappy, and fuck -- if i have to fake it, i will smile. and i`ll play down my pain and eventually, things will get better, right?

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[cagekitten]

There's an old saying that goes:

"Fake it 'til you make it."

It means if you act like you believe something often enough you will eventually believe it. It works great for example for shy people who can fake being outgoing until they actually feel outgoing. Just be sure you don't squash your pain down. Have some place and some people to express it with. Then save the complaining only for them and do the rest of life like you're not so unhappy.

[brokenxarrow]

thankyou =] i`m not very good at faking things, but i think i can do it.
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[anonymous]

'i dont need your approval to find my worth . .does it scare you that i can be something different from you, would it make you feel more comfortable if i wasnt. well you cant control me and you cant take away from me who i am.' - lifehouse [quasimodo]

its a good song and a good motto to live by. things will getter better though, just dont stuff your pain so deep down that you become numb because numbness is worse than pain. just focus on the good things in life and let go of the rest.