::sigh ( Read more... )

this phrase is so true, and recently i've really come to find it completely applicable to anything and everything: "you don't realize what you have until you've lost it." this applies to 3 things right now in my life, and these are just off of the top of my head ( Read more... )

i just don't know what to do with myself lately ( Read more... )

tonight was so much fun and since i had no expectations to meet, it was even better because i wasn't let down in any way ( Read more... )

ahh! show tonight ( Read more... )

hey ( Read more... )

today was hell ( Read more... )

this kid has an uber-cool entry that really made me think. and i say i have to agree with what was said. i even commented. i may use this in reference in further entries, so i hope you read this so you can be well-versed in oh-wise-one andrew's entry.greenblanket03   ♥

( wanna have some fun on friday? check it, muthas. )

why is it that i screw up everything that ever has any meaning to me?

i screwed up this whole thing with rob.
WHY DID I FREAKING HAVE TO OVERREACT?
bah. i make so many stupid human mistakes.

he walked me to the bus this afternoon after school like he used to.
the whole way there, my heart<3 is like about to pound out of my chest, and it feels like ( Read more... )

i feel like i've just lost the best thing that's happened to me in a very long time.

i'm starving, but i can't eat. i'm exhausted, but i can't sleep. i want to function, but i can't.

i am so empty inside, and i ache.

my heart is broken.