the things that happen in so short of time
strange...
how fast the time is going
up and down...
pretty even so far

i don't know what the purpose of my writing right now is...but i feel it necessary...i can never spell that word. i use spell check every time ( Read more... )

and i listen to the music that feeds my soul and keeps me going. I write in the journal that contains all my secrets with ink that holds the pieces of me together. i sit in the silence that keeps me up at night and i breathe out all the emotions, running rampant through my head and let my hand flow...for whatever picture i create, or words that ( Read more... )

and i still don't feel better...

again...i am the fool. will this ever end?

i'm so pissed off right now. after planning for at LEAST a month...i have come to find out...that i asked for the wrong days off for a small vacation to watch my brother graduate ( Read more... )

how dare you talk about him like that...like you know all about him. because, to be honest...even i don't ( Read more... )

i'm dying to know...
but i'm too afraid to ask
i long to look...
but i don't want to betray any trust
but in the back, there's always a curiosity...
i worry if you will...
i'm dying to know...
and it's eating at me slowly

i realize...i am falling again
i'm falling in love all over again
i don't mind one bit :)

i love you John Lloyd

so how's it going you ask me? well...here. i'll tell you. I"m confused, in pain, frustrated, scared, and nervous ( Read more... )