i've been out of school officially for one year. am i really growing up and that old? this is fucking gay shit :(
on the other hand, i'm not very happy with my friend chris either he plays with my emotions too much and yesterday went over the edge when he was drunk. i hate boys.
so my court date for seminole county was resceduled so i'm not wanted. that's amazing. i don't have a job yet which sucks :( but i'm going to call around tomorrow blahhh i REALLY REALLY RAELLY REALLY REALLY need a job. because i'm REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY feeling like a failure at life and i feel like shit all the time and it sucksss