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brokenxxsilence

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Oct 15, 2003 01:35

.x.I'm Sick Of It All.x.

i'm sick of trying. it seems like nothing i do matters. nothing i do seems to mean anything. in the end, it's all a waste of time. i loved you. but we just fight to much. i'm sick of it all. everyday. everynight. a fight. question after question. curse word after curse word. yelling. fighting. screaming. i'm sick of it ( Read more... )

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anonymous October 15 2003, 02:56:47 UTC

so sad had it soo good and this is how you would rather be i truely feel sorry for you...wake the fuck up and get a fuckin clue end of story

brokenxxsilence October 15 2003, 13:13:00 UTC

yes it is sad chris. but this is NOT how i would rather be. i'm fuckin sick and tired of always being the bad guy. always having the fuckin blame. always seeming to be in the wrong. well you know what, your words as of last night were so hurtful..that i had to CRY myself to sleep. no i'm not asking for fuckin pitty. i am woken up. i wanted to work things out. but i'm just sick of the fighting. i'm sick of that you cannot trust me. even if you're life depended on it! i have done NOTHING to the point where you can't trust me. so what that i make comments. so what? that doesn't mean shit. i'm with you 24/7. every single day. every single night. i'm there. with only you. how can you not see that? maybe you're the one who needs to wake the fuck up and realize some things were better left unsaid and left alone. but no. you HAD to bring every little thing up. and that caused a number of fights. i'm sorry fighting meant more to you than me. i guess you couldn't see through that. well maybe this will waken you up. or maybe not. i don't know. ( ... )

anonymous October 15 2003, 16:56:06 UTC

this is all your bAd so your right i will blame you for this...you told me you would not make comments to guys anymore and what did you do? we have been so fuckin good for like a month now and see why we bad now? b/c you had to go open your mouth and flirt...i have every right to be pissed about that you broke a promise to me end of story... i loved you with all my heart and the one thing that hurts me the most is someone lyin to me and your damn right im gonna lash back when someone hurts me its called humanly instincts...if you cared for me even in the slightest bit like you say you do...there would be no right or reason to flirt with any guys..obviously your heart isnt with me if you feel the need to do that