nathaniel is home!! he got home saturday. yesterday we went to church and back to his house. we layed out by the pool... it was soooo hot. stupid heat waves. then we came back here around 5 and went out to the movies later. we saw john tucker must die... it was very good!! and it was so funny!! i loved it. i got to stay out past restrictions cause ( Read more... )

well tuesday i went to play tennis with the girls. it was sooo hot outside... but it started to drizzle a little bit and that made it cooler. samantha and i beasted against lisa and jenna! afterwards we went to chickfila and ate dinner... then we all planned to go to lisas and stay the night. somehow it didnt work out so it ended up being lisa and ( Read more... )

well hmm. nathaniel is at camp and i have been incredibly bored and lonely. but now all my girls are home!! yay!! so tonight we are all going out to play tennis... that excites me! we are tennis crazy people... even though we suck, but thats ok ( Read more... )

i absolutely hate it when i have bad days and i cant talk to the one person i need to - nathaniel. if i have a bad day, no matter if its tears or anger, hes the one i turn to. i always just call him and let it all out because i know in a second he will have me laughing. thats probably one of the reasons i love him so much. i can be in the worst ( Read more... )

i'll start with thursday. well i waited around FOREVER because nathaniel was supposed to call me about dinner plans. i thought he had guitar at 5... so i figured he wouldnt call me after 4:30... well it was 4:30 and i was like, great... he forgot. but then, he called and said he didnt have guitar today! i shouldntve douted him. well he came over ( Read more... )

today i woke up at like 8:30... which sucked... i was incredibly tired. i got up and did some stuff around the house and i got paid 25 bucks :)... i then showered and got ready. i left at like... noon and went to the mall. right as i was parking nathaniel called me!! i was so excited... i hadnt talked to him since sunday. he was home, but getting ( Read more... )

its normal to have dreams. i have goals and dreams. i have one i really want to pursue. but yet... i feel like no one will accept it. i feel so down on it, and i hate it. i want to do it so bad... but i feel like no one will support me and the negatives weigh out the positives. its just not fair. i want to cry... and tell someone, and have them ( Read more... )

so my swimmers ear finally cleared up. the pain was so unimaginable and horrible. and plus not being able to hear out of my left ear for like 4 days reallllly sucked. i went to the doctor FOUR DAYS in a row last week... that sucked too. on friday she had to irrigate my ear which was so painful... but afterwards i could hear and i felt so much ( Read more... )

i have really bad swimmers ear and i am in lots of pain. i have been to the doctor the last two days and i have to go AGAIN today. im on vicoden... which makes me really sleep and crazy.

nathaniels suprise party went great!! he had NO CLUE. we played intense games of pool horse. i won once :) i couldnt dip my head under the water in the pool though ( Read more... )

happy birthday nathaniel!!

sooo yesterday i woke up around 7 and got ready... i picked up nathaniel and we went to church. i got to wear my dress!  we came back here and watched the mens final in wimbledon... federer won!!! yay! we ate lunch and went to play tennis. i came home and stuck him in my parents room to watch forrest gump while i fixed his ( Read more... )