what the hell happened to me?

[bron_y_aur]

i read some entries in my journal from two years ago
i love who i was

why did i do this to myself?
was it war?
did i implode from all the shit i saw?
or was it something else?
was it a rebellion
does it have something to do with hating myself
for not loving myself?

why did i let myself
get so lost?

Comments

[konani]

It's hard to see that you're changing, until one day you look back and go, "Who have I become?"