I am tired right now. Stayed up way too late last night. I was in the AFG chatroom for like 8 hours last night. I didn't get off til 4. Didn't actually go to bed until 4:30. My alarm clock started going off at 6:30. Actually woke up at 9:30. So that means very little sleep last night for me. And you know? With the way I am, I will probably ( Read more... )

My sister is the coolest!! She made my LJ look pretty!! There still is some stuff to tweak to make it look right, but it still looks really, really cool!!! Thanks Kristal!!

So it has been 5 weeks since Ben left and I have not heard anything from him. Did he forget to take my address with him? Did he forget my phone number (which I highly doubt)? It is so frustrating. I am getting information that even though they are busy, they can still call people and write them. Is Ben just being a dumbass? I wonder if his ( Read more... )

Today is blah. It is Wednesday (hump day) and the skys are gray. Blah accurately describes today ( Read more... )

I am an armed forces girfriend. I hold no formal recognition with the powers that be. I am at the bottom of the chain. I hold no Military ID card, I am not a "dependent" or a parent. The man I love may face unspeakable dangers, and I am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. I understand this and accept this ( Read more... )

"Procrastination is like masturbation...in the end you only end up screwing yourself." Yep. It is 12:26 in the morning and I have just started homework due tomorrow. Definitely need to work on this.

Last night, I had a wierd dream. I was back in my old dorm room in Beretta Hall. When I lived there, I never got good reception on my cell phone because of the brick walls. Well, Ben called me on my cell phone and I got perfect reception. We talked for a little bit and he was doing well. Well, I forgot exactly what I asked him but it was ( Read more... )

Why is that every song on the radio reminds me of Ben? Desperately by George Strait is playing right now. "Desperately, I long to feel your touch." Exactly what I am feeling right now. And of course, Letters from Home by John Micheal Montgomery is really big right now and comes on quite often as well as American Soldier by Toby Keith. It has ( Read more... )

Do you ever wonder as you are driving down the road what others are listening to in their car? Do they listen to nothing like my grandparents? Or do they rap along to their high volume rap songs like my boyfriend?

Summer school sucks. 'Nuff said. Gotta get ready for the musical tonight. Secret Garden. Woohoo! I never know that story as a musical, but I guess I will find out how it is as a musical tonight. 'K that's enough yapping. Gotta go.