May part 2

[broodingvampire]

Once upon a time, May was just a month where I look forward to the attention I get because of my birthday. I don't always get presents, but the attention given to me was enough to make me happy. Now that I'm older, birthdays (when I actually remember them) are more of a time for reflecting what I've done the past year, be grateful for the good

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[access_identity]

nice piece on the subject. you know, i feel the same way too. the days were frightening, and that time i was sure that they would scar my life forever.
but here i am, 9 years later, sitting lazily somewhere hazy, thinking that after all, this is a nice country to live in, forgetting all that happened back in 1998.

[broodingvampire]

Thanks. It's just a contemplation that I need to write down, to actually remind myself about this thing, or else it'll just suffer the same fate of my other contemplation such as "this movie is really good, it makes me ponder about life and want to make movies again". Both are important in their own way, but, some things should be stored properly I guess ^^.

Yeah, I know what you mean, I feel the same way. It's sad that there doesn't seem to be an option to do concrete action that has fast results for the betterment of this country. Everything has its process, and I'm sure we're all involved in it, one way or another, but it is frustrating that we don't see fast results at times ^^