I'm back!
Been feeling a bit down lately. Not sure why, but maybe pressure from certain things triggered it. But hey, today I'm feeling better. Maybe that long walk home from Kemang helped clear things up in my head. Was gonna catch a cab home but the traffic jam was pretty bad so I thought I'd walk to some point where the traffic is pretty clear again, but since it was rush hour and the traffic was bad everywhere, I decided to walk the whole way. Heh, I see a pattern here, these episodes of mild depression are repeating every 6 months. Need to work on that. Maybe I just need a decent vacation again? It's been a while. Or maybe, I just need to let go of certain things (which I thought I had, but now I'm not so sure). Or maybe, I just need to get out more and find the fun, heh.
Still not done editing my latest video for work. And I still have to figure out a way to make all these footages that we have from our collective trips to Aceh into documentary. Right now my creative mood for that is just not flowing. And to think this might be my biggest project yet. Blair Witch Project it aint (considering its not a real documentary... you know, I'm not even sure why that title came first in my head), but the want to make it into something good makes me not want to dive into it half-assed.
I'm kinda glad I only have 2 classes per week this semester. At least I can focus onto other things. Right now, I'm focusing on me, trying to get back into actually living. Next month work will be getting hectic, so I need to prepare myself for that too. For the stress, the bitching on each other and not taking it to heart, and for the travels. My stamina is really bad these days. Maybe it's the weather, maybe the lack of exercise, maybe the food that I'm eating, but yeah, I guess I better start running again. Or at least power walk. Baby steps and all that. And maybe I should just stop caring about certain things what some of my friends do. I question their good judgement sometimes, especially about things concerning relationships, but it's not really my business or problem. Although, I care for my friends, I wonder if I have to watch them drown first and lend a hand, or should I warn them about the waters before they wad in too far?
The Rent dvd is out! I want the double disc version! Already seen some features on youtube, but I want to see the others. Maybe Subtitles will have it in the near future. I doubt they'll sell the dvd here. Brokeback Mountain finally will be screened in the regular theatres. I'm glad I didn't fork out that 150K rupiahs for that special screening *gets sporked by amamiyarin and arisuesei. Is Pink Panther in the 21 cineplex line up list? I like the Pink Panther series, but Beyonce kinda is putting me off from watching the new one... but again (wow,lot's of buts, aproppriate considering Beyonce is mentioned) Cheno is in this movie. Will Cheno's squeaky yet entertaining voice outweigh my dislike of Beyonce and make me watch this movie? We'll see. Still haven't watched Realita Cinta & Rock n Roll, and I definitely want to check that out.
Indosat, why is my net so slow lateley? Dial-up slow even? I've secured another month of the net btw, but this slowness is making me considering to really terminate the subscription.
Still not done editing my latest video for work. And I still have to figure out a way to make all these footages that we have from our collective trips to Aceh into documentary. Right now my creative mood for that is just not flowing. And to think this might be my biggest project yet. Blair Witch Project it aint (considering its not a real documentary... you know, I'm not even sure why that title came first in my head), but the want to make it into something good makes me not want to dive into it half-assed.
I'm kinda glad I only have 2 classes per week this semester. At least I can focus onto other things. Right now, I'm focusing on me, trying to get back into actually living. Next month work will be getting hectic, so I need to prepare myself for that too. For the stress, the bitching on each other and not taking it to heart, and for the travels. My stamina is really bad these days. Maybe it's the weather, maybe the lack of exercise, maybe the food that I'm eating, but yeah, I guess I better start running again. Or at least power walk. Baby steps and all that. And maybe I should just stop caring about certain things what some of my friends do. I question their good judgement sometimes, especially about things concerning relationships, but it's not really my business or problem. Although, I care for my friends, I wonder if I have to watch them drown first and lend a hand, or should I warn them about the waters before they wad in too far?
The Rent dvd is out! I want the double disc version! Already seen some features on youtube, but I want to see the others. Maybe Subtitles will have it in the near future. I doubt they'll sell the dvd here. Brokeback Mountain finally will be screened in the regular theatres. I'm glad I didn't fork out that 150K rupiahs for that special screening *gets sporked by amamiyarin and arisuesei. Is Pink Panther in the 21 cineplex line up list? I like the Pink Panther series, but Beyonce kinda is putting me off from watching the new one... but again (wow,lot's of buts, aproppriate considering Beyonce is mentioned) Cheno is in this movie. Will Cheno's squeaky yet entertaining voice outweigh my dislike of Beyonce and make me watch this movie? We'll see. Still haven't watched Realita Cinta & Rock n Roll, and I definitely want to check that out.
Indosat, why is my net so slow lateley? Dial-up slow even? I've secured another month of the net btw, but this slowness is making me considering to really terminate the subscription.