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[broody_manpire]

I'm not even sure how long I've been sitting here but I know it when I stand up and my knees about give on me. Cordelia has tried several times to come up and coax me from my hole but I won't have it. Things are happening on my time from now on, even if I have bad timing they will still happen on my time. I get that I didn't tell Faith I loved her

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[cordys_bitch]

Listen why don't I skip the party and you and I go out and hunt or something? Or we could go out drinking? I'm almost twenty-one and I have a fake id from college I could probably get served.

[broody_manpire]

No Connor. Go. Have a good time, it's New Year's Eve.

[cordys_bitch]

I'd rather stay and hang with you. I'm being honest. If you want to be alone, I get it, but if you don't then let's go do something.

Hey Dad? I love you, alright?

[broody_manpire]

I love you too, Son.

Go have fun, you deserve fun after having such a rough year.

Locked to Angel

[neverbeenfree]

So what? You just grabbed all my shit and threw it around til it made you feel better? Fuck you, Angel! I can't believe you're being such a fucking baby about this. I thought we were friends.

Re: Locked to Faith

[broody_manpire]

No. I threw it in boxes, not around. I'm not being a baby Faith. I think it could be construed as an appropriate response to an idiotic decision.

Friends? Don't see that happening for a long time if ever.

Re: Locked to Faith

[neverbeenfree]

I'm glad it's just that easy to write me off. I thought you were different. Serves me fucking right for thinking, right?

Re: Locked to Faith

[broody_manpire]

Thinking? Thinking? Tell me, did you think before you married this guy? Or what? Was it the best offer on the table as per usual. I don't think you've quite grasped the concept of thinking yet.

[_wes_pryce_]

You always did have a flair for the dramatic.

Why did you never say anything, Angel? I'm sorry things have not turned out the way you wanted them to go.

[broody_manpire]

Flair for the dramatic says the man who stole my son and sent him to a Hell dimension.

I never said anything because look how things turned out with Buffy. I took her virginity and then nearly ripped her throat out. I can't love someone, I was afraid of loving her. Afraid of losing her if I did.

[_wes_pryce_]

Yes, Happy New Year to you as well, Angel.

I'm so glad to see you've actually learned things from your past. And since the written word isn't a very good medium? Yes, that was sarcasm.

Remember what I told you about Nina? The same would have counted for Faith. But I guess there's the difference that Nina wasn't serious and Faith was?

[broody_manpire]

Nina? How can you even compare Faith with Nina? Nina had a monster living inside of her, things were different. Evil existed and that allowed us to be... close. I have learned things from my past, why do you think I was apprehensive about telling Faith I loved her after Buffy?

[2ndsouledvamp]

Look, gloomy...it's sodding New Years. Allow yourself the tiny little glimmer of hope that maybe the new one will bring marginally less misery, eh?

Do I have to skip the party on your account? Because I'll be intolerable, I'm just warning you.

[broody_manpire]

You're not skipping the party.

I just want to be alone.

Have fun.

[2ndsouledvamp]

I can have just as much fun here, mocking you.

[broody_manpire]

Spike. Go to the party. You stay here and mock me I'm bound to cut you up into small pieces and stuff you into boxes and mail you about the globe.

Love,
Angel

[moral__terror]

If only he could pack his wounded heart into a box and ship it away too. Did he realize that the walls he built up around himself would only guarantee that he'd never have the things he wanted. Instead, he resigned himself to walk the land cursed for the rest of time.

[broody_manpire]

Okay. Who let the creepy kid in?

If only I could pack my heart into a box and ship it away, that would mean I wouldn't have to roam anywhere cursed. I'd be a big fat pile of dust which sounds more pleasant at the moment.

[moral__terror]

I'm not creepy. I'm Ghost.

[broody_manpire]

Well... Ghost, you're still kind of creepy with your narrated talking thing you do. Do you do this often?