i haven't posted in a while, mostly because my everyday life is the same shit, different day, but on sunday brian got up around 10 with caden and he told me i could sleep in. so i fell blissfully back to sleepytown and then he comes in and tells me someone is calling from paulette's(work!) i'm like don't answer- i'm not picking up anyone's shift ( Read more... )

i just found out that mommie, daddy, lynnie and lance are driving up here for thanksgiving. i am so excited. plus brian's dad and his wife, nani are coming so i will be making dinner for 8 !!!!more later. loveloveloveloveme

well this morning i woke up to find my tonsils are swollen up like huge golfballs. again. i just went to the doctor like a month ago for this shit. i think it might be time to finally get these fuckers removed. i know i'm a little old and it will hurt but every year i get tonsillitis over and over and if they were gone i wouldn't ( Read more... )

i can't believe my son is half of a year old. he is healthy and happy (mostly). brian and i have had a baby for 6 whole months and nothing too crazy has happened. god forbid it ever does. today is a special day. i have a special child and a special life. i am very lucky ( Read more... )

the weekend went really well. i was alone with caden and brian was in kansas city at a football game. i was apprehensive at first, but it was really pretty easy.caden was so good! we went to babies r us and bought him a jumparoo that he absolutely loves! and it occupied him enough so i actually got to bathe everyday. i was a little scared i wouldn' ( Read more... )

i'm glad my birthday is over. there is so much expectation even though you know it's just another day. today i got a package from mommie daddy and lynnie and it was awesome. and beautiful. my mom paid so much attention to detail with every little thing that was in it. she is amazing. thanks for birthing me and raising me and putting up with me for ( Read more... )

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today is my 25th birthday ( Read more... )

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where i went today. kinda like west-fest but memphis style. i actually heard some really good music and saw some people i knew from work. we stood and paid some old black man with a steel guitar a dollar everytime he played a song. i requested stevie ray vaughn (love you daddy) and any song with texas in it. he sang me deep elm blues for me. even ( Read more... )