unfortunately, i've been thinking about brendan a lot lately, idk where or why this came from, but it makes me unbelievably sad.
a year ago on october 3rd, 2 days ago, was the first time i ever talked to him.

Closure is a beautiful thing. I feel happy AND I think we can be friends again. Yay!

mmm, the joys of insomnia ( Read more... )

can it be weekends all the time? the school week is so stressful. i essentially go from 8-6 on mondays and fridays, 9(AM)-10(PM) on tuesdays, 8AM to 9PM wednesdays, 8-7 on thursdays. random hour breaks here and there, but no time for RELAXING! i had a paper due, and 3 midterms this week. a midterm last week. on the bright side, i'm doing decently ( Read more... )

well, i've officially been at u of i for a week, i absolutely love it! i love marching illini, the people here are all so nice and super supportive of everyone, and they're all looking out for me, which is really nice. saturday night for instance, i went home from a party, and literally had 5 people make sure i made it home alright, so so so nice! ( Read more... )

referring to my last post. scratch happy. change to frustrated/confused.

whoa ( Read more... )

i am watching sweet home alabama right now and i am crying. i have been sad again, for no apparent reason. i just can't get motivated to do anything. the past few days have just been me bumming around, not really wanting to do anything. i've been sleeping all day, napping, and not being able to sleep at night. i physically feel down, i haven't been ( Read more... )

sooo it's been a while ( Read more... )

i feel like i have no voice. no one gives me the time of day to listen to what i have to say. they always talk over me. always. whatever i have to say is apparently unimportant. to everyone.