It's 2:43am on Friday morning and I can't sleep, so I decided to post an entry on some things that have happened in my life recently. As a few of you might know, Panic broke up ): I am so guttered, I actually cried. How can Ryan and Jon leave?! I know they want to persue other music careers and blah blah blah, but Ryan made Panic at the Disco. It's ( Read more... )

I was divestated when I heard the news of Michael Jacksons death. I had grown up listening to his strong, powerful lyrics. He sent out so many strong messages, no matter what people thought he did. I know deep down he was only ever guilty of caring for everyone on this planet.

Thank you Michael, for your music, and insiprational messages. You will ( Read more... )

so here I am on the couch again, feeling sorry for myself and coughing my guts out as i'm sick again, I hate my weak immune system. A few exciting things have happened recently ( Read more... )

Well two great things actually happened this week, I got a new Fender Bass guitar and  I'm [hopefully] buying Green Day tickets. Wicked! :D

1. My Dad is a smoker and I swore I would never smoke - I'm a smoker.
2. The thought of drugs sickend me - I occasionally smoke weed.
3. I swore I would listen to hiphop all my life - I hate hiphop and love rock/alternative/punk
4. I said I would be good when I got to college - I'm still the same, not terrible, but not good.

I failed with my younger ( Read more... )

I actually had heard about his crazy thing called Ferard. I thought it was the most iditoic thing ever, Frank and Gerard from My Chemical Romance arn't gay! But my curiousity got the better of me so i searched it and got hooked. I made a LJ to read stories on a community and to write my own. xD

I have been thinking about this for a heck of a long time. Since laast year to be honest, and I'm just not too sure. I can't even seem to confront even my closest friends about this but you know what? My friends read this and so i'm jst gonna come out with it.

I think im bisexual.

Maybe the rumours people started about me being a dyke got me thinking ( Read more... )

Probably "Famous Last Words" by My Chemical Romance.
'I am not afraid to keep on livng, I am not afraid to walk this world alone'
That line help me make some tough decisions about friends, school and family.
it help me make up my mind about finding out who my true friends are, even if it led me to 'walk this world alone.'
A truely amazing song.

Today was my Mom's 4 year anniversary. It's really quite hard to believe that today was the day 4 years ago I lost my Mom. Time goes so quickly and I can remember it like it was yesterday. I decided to try and take my mind off it by getting a piercing :D I love piercings, the pain is unique in a way. It was only my ear as Dad would flip if I got ( Read more... )

I need to change schools. bad. I have recently discovered who my real friends are, when I already thought I had discovered that after I left intermediate. It just comes to show how fake people can be. I've always had a open mind about people, not labelling them on what they wear, music they listen to or what they do. I always try to get to know ( Read more... )