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Jul 31, 2004 18:04


*Wow. I haven't updated in a long time. I guess I might as well do that....so here goes.....

*Alright. I'm not really sure where to start because so much has been going on lately so as the cut says im just going to ramble and get everything out about all the stuff that has been going on. *Sorry...I didn't really like that color. Anyways.... A lot has been going on lately. Ashley and I have been hanging out alot lately. I also met this guy named Kyle who is friends with my friend Brian. I dunno what to think about him. Mike and I are no longer talking. I'm not sure what happened but he doesn't talk to me anymore. Oh well. I kinda figured that wasn't going to work out because he was going to be 27 and I'm 18 and he has his life(which is busy because he goes truck driving and isn't home for like a week at a time, then he gets 2 days at home and has to go right back to work.). Anyways....beyond that...Adam and I haven't talked since the night of small ships. I'm not sure what his problem is but whatever. I could care less...it just went back to the way it was before and I'm comfortable with that. I got a job. I start working at Mcdonald's soon. I'm not sure when but I pick up my clothes this upcoming week. I know it is Mcdonald's but I have to start somewhere. I've been putting so many miles on my dad's car lately. He keeps flipping out about it, so my mom said when we get money next month she is going to take me to get a car. I'm happy because I won't have to worry about what time I have to bring the car back, I can smoke in it if I want, and I can drive other people around(as long as I get gas money for dragging people around.). I realized that driving around isn't as easy as it seemed. Gas and miles go like crazy. I just can't wait to start my job. I've put gas in the car all the time since I've been driving it but I'm pretty much broke now. I've been selling Avon but I'm not making shit from it, so it pisses me off.  Oh well, I really didn't think I would make that much, but for some reason, everytime it says that I'm getting money, I never recieve it. I think I'm going to stop selling because I'll be doing school and working 5 days a week at Mcdonald's.

Things on the guy front have been kind of weird lately. I don't really have a "guy", but I'm not sure what I do have. It is strange. Kyle isn't the "guy" for me. He plays around too much and I think he only wants me for sex or something. I heard from his friends that he fucks a bunch of nasty girls but he lied to me and said I was only the 2nd person he had sex with....whatever. Guys around here are horrible at sex and lie and for some reason when I get a good guy....I end up letting him go for a stupid reason. I need to stop doing that to myself because there have been like 2 guys...maybe 3 that I could have been with and I let them go thinking I was getting something better. Oh well. I hardly even talk to half of my guy friends anymore. But I guess if they aren't talking to me that means that they really weren't friends in the first place.

I ended up going and getting a couple new piercings. I got my belly button re-done and I got my nipple done(the right one). I need to go back and get the other one done when I take Janeen to get her belly button done. Her and I have been hanging out lately now that Steven is gone and she has her own apartment. Her, Ashley, Jason, Roland and I were over there the other night just drinking and talking. We had a good time.

Last night Ashley, Elly, her boyfriend from okalahoma(sp) and Roland all sat at Elly's and drank because we tried to get into the bar but no one could drink in there so we all decided to leave. lol. We went back to Elly's and drank and then we left and I came home. I didn't think i would get sick from drinking but I did. I was puking everywhere last night and didn't actually fall asleep until 7 this morning. It was pretty crazy. Anyways...that is all I can think of for now.I'm sure I'll write later if I think of something. I did have pictures but my camera is banned from me for some reason and no one knows where it is at...lol...yeah right they are just hiding it from me. whatever. I'll get it back lol. :) <3 to all and I'll try to keep up with this journal :) <3
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