So I took this job and now I want to take it back. I don't care that much about career or money to work in the middle of the night pretty much by myself. I just want to live a normal life. I guess normal is a subjective thing but working during the day I think would be considered normal. I'm going to tell my bosses and they might fire me or ( Read more... )

So I started this new television job and it is super great but it's definately still a job. And suddenly all I want to do is get married and have my own home life. I have become "that" girl. Career just isn't all that fulfilling to me. I just want to fall in love and follow him around the world. I LOVE to travel and experience new things ( Read more... )

So I went to the Phantom Planet show last night at the Big Easy. Yeah, they rock. Super down to earth and just plain cool if you ask me. And I'm secretly in love with the new drummer Jeff, we totally hit it off. He's super shy and has a kind of Rivers Cuomo thing going on...mmmm that sounds good, I'll have that ( Read more... )

So I'm leaving for London today. Yeah!!! I must say that it is my favorite city in the world...at least of the ones that I have been to :) I have this weird feeling that something will happen while I am there. I can't put my finger on it exactly but it's a very real feeling ( Read more... )

So I randomly got a new job at a restaurant. And while I am thankful for the job I can already tell this will not be a life career. Serving is decent money and all but it attracts a strange group of people. We'll see how it all goes down ( Read more... )

i love my sister...baby summer

I am not doing well at all. Whatever anxiety and hopelessness I felt about life before I left has intensified since I returned. It's almost as if the trip showed me how great my life could be. Now I am sitting in the midst of reality and it sucks. I am on my knees begging God to let me go and He says no...at least not right now. The battle begins. ( Read more... )

I think God just brings the right people into your life just when you need them and praise Him for that!!!
I love when people are real, genuine and let you be you without any false hopes or premonitions.

I have just completed my world-wind tour of Europe. It was fantastic and exhausing. I have changed and I have stayed the same. But most of all I have experienced things that I never have before and maybe never will again ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I was not into guys because it would be so much easier. I mean on the whole I guess I'm not obsessed with them but I wish I just had that whole nun mentality...God and nothing else ( Read more... )