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My mind is not all I have...but its all I know
When does it ever become cool to say "we are just friends" but you never act like it? You want to share everything, see everything, be every where that I am. Those games of playing just friends are for people still in high school. When you knew it would come out eventually that you were messing with so n so, but u wanted it to be a secret as ( Read more... ) -
I wish I had a rant....
This is a continuous trap of trying to find my right way around the wrong thing. I don't like to speak in circles or in confusion so I don't want to write until it's clear to me. I need to get away from the things that hold me back, but how am I to get away from myself if now I see that Im the reason for a lot of the things that come back to ( Read more... ) -
The risk
Im taking my time... this time. No risk I say to myself as I roll out of the bed. I take a deep breath, more like a gasp. Then, I take the first step. Goooood Mooooorning Brother!!! (in Robin Williams voice from u know the movie) That's what I should hear, but instead I hear my alarm radio going off. Hmph, Groundhog Day! Is it going to be ( Read more... ) -
I have lost the way that I never found in the first place!
I am at the edge. I didn't think I would reach this place again, but I wanna jump. Life is not hard to me, but people are so difficult. Im putting myself in bad situations and I'm not working out of it. I haven't written anything in such a long time that I'm pretty much a novice to when it comes down to expressing myself on a piece of paper or ( Read more... ) -
Hmmm Im just sayin
The way that just about everybody is struggling with something major in their lives really makes me feel like these leaders that are in power have an agenda to break the world's spirit....like they've already been doing in select places. Anyway I feel like it's a big reason for this downturn AND I do not believe in creating more money just to hand ( Read more... ) -
Sorry no swangin' danglin' 4 you!
I would have took more pictures, but I haven't been working out in over a week or so and I do feel out of shape. Im mysteriously addicted to food. I would call it a comfort because I don't use anything to help me relax, but naaah I get craving for food now every night at like 2am. As soon as I wake up Im looking for food. Im just so hungry! I ( Read more... ) -
Mhhmmm
I need to find an old picture of myself so I can really compare them. These pants I just tried on a month ago and bought. These shits are fallin off me. Anyway tomorrow I'm gonna be butt ass naked... GET READY!!!
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Is God talking to me now?
So today started out pretty rough. Just dealing with the situations I already had before like the fake ass cousin and basically trying to get work and being really sick. but not having a solution as of yet cuz there has been no time. I realized today that I have to go back to DE to get jumpstarted on all the things that are going wrong up there ( Read more... ) -
The turning point...
I've just been thinking of a lot lately bout the turning point or straw that broke the camels back ( Read more... ) -
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Stop Wasting Time
