As trashed as I am right now, I can still type pretty well, so I think I shall update this thing. I'vecome to realize that not many people know that much about me. It's not because I close myself offfrom other people, but it is because they don't take the time to get to know me, or they don't care enough about me to listen to me when I tell them ( Read more... )

Yeah, so it's 4:15 a.m. right now, and I have nothing better to do than to sit here and update my journal. So, it's beeon one hell of a night. As you all know, the Sox won the ALCS, after being down 3-0, which was exciting. But honestly, that wasn't the best part of the night. Let me tell you, there's nothing like being at a huge school like ( Read more... )

Ever just sit in bed and cry non-stop for a good amount of time? Yeah, that was me tonight. Sometimes I just wish I was dead, because its just too painful to live (look, I'm not suicidal, so don't think that). I just wish there was someone I could go to at 3:15 in the morning, sit there, and talk to, to be held by, and all that stuff. It just ( Read more... )

Yeah, so, last night was officially the worst night of my life. So, sit back and let me tell you about it. Well, I went home for the weekend, and I came back to school around, oh, 8:00 approximately. TBJ tells me we're going to play beer pong with two of our friends. Not a bad way to come home, you know? Then, we do that, and I come back ( Read more... )

Today I woke up happy and with a smile for the first time in a while.....

Ever hear something that just crushes you, and you can't get it out of your mind? It just seems to sit there and eat away at you. No matter what you think to try and convince yourself it isn't true, it doesn't help. It shouldn't bother me, but it does more than anyone could ever do. I sit here and think about it so much, and it just hurts. Why ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I'm sitting here in Kate's dorm right now, watching Family Guy. Her and her roommate are both asleep, and I'll probaby be up all night. It's 2:30 now, and I've been here since about 9:00. I can truly say this has been one of the best nights of my summer. I have so much fun when I'm with her, I don't know why. I mean, I watched her ( Read more... )

Dave - Gone ( Read more... )

Most things are just coincidence, but few are fate. Sometimes, when something is coincidence, people often look at it and say it could fate. However, when something is fate, there's a different feel to it. There's no guessing when it comes to fate, there's no doubt there. I know I had one of those fate experiences tonight. This past winter, I ( Read more... )

I figured since I have nothing better to do today, I should probably update. So lately, I've been doing alot of nothing. The only thing I really do during the day is go running. It's nice to get out and relax like that after a day of shit. I thought Millbury was bad with rumors and shit, but Uxbridge is so much worse. Apparently I cheated on ( Read more... )