SO yesterday was the audition. And I wasn't going to go. But my mom and I piled into the car and went anyway. Like to the end of the earth literealy. Dundee. 1hr and 10 min away. The issue? We had an hour to get there. So we were goin preety fast. And so I was like-Ok I won't make it.. No big-at least I have a good reason not to go. And then we got ( Read more... )

So last night I finished Dreamland by Sarah Dessen and it kind of inspired me to write a bit and it was late and here is what I wrote:

It seems like everytime I read a good book based on whatever I get inspired to write. And I speak he words I need to get down on paper over and over so I wont forget. And I can't help it. I love the "out of it" ( Read more... )

God knows that I try so hard to keep myself sane-And it's harder then it looks.  I mean I can do it-but that means I need to try really really hard. Think about it: I finally let myself trust people and now I'm worried that one of them is backfiring on me and is going to dump me as a friend really soon. I also think I really hurt his feelings today ( Read more... )

Sometimes life is just so unbearable!!! I feel like almost everything I do is wrong-Really Wrong... You know? I feel like it's so hard to keep up with everything and everyone changing. I dunno. My mom is the most supportive person in the world. I don't really know waht I would do without her.. It's hard to think about.. We are sooo close.  ( Read more... )

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I swear to god that everytime I seem to get my life somewhat together--
It dies and I need to start over

I'm not giving details--
I mean why would I trash someone on LJ?
It's pointless..
I actually understand both sides of the argument--
But I don't think it was anything to blow up about--
For either of us--
Whatever--I'm too tired to figure it all out
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Homecomingg dinner has become wayy too outta hand..
I'm all confused and not really looking forwards to it...
I mean most of the people--I'm ok with...
But people keep inviting themselves (like today--someone else did)
And I'm ok with the 5 people now.

Me
Amanda A
Amanda D
Amanda 
Emma

And that's fine
Whattevvs
It just gets tiring doing all this figuring...

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This story is about a dolphin with no tail..... It is really really inspiring...And it's amazing to see what people are trying to do for her.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060925/ap_on_sc/tailless_dolphin           

You know where I would be RIGHT NOW? 
In Economics...
hah-I'm sooo sooo soo glad I skipped...
Only one call so far!!!
EMMA!!!
Gotta love her...
tootles

School
was fine today..
I mean Choir was excruciatin...
We have 7 altos and two were sick today..
And I don't feel good so I couldn't really sing-but I tried...
And It was pretty dang sadd....

English::
Duhh flippin awsome class...
Chatted with Adam and Mike for a while--
And then Chris like threatened Mike and I was all like "Mike could kill you dude"
And ( Read more... )