so to all that don't know i went for my interview yesterday and they called me back and i got the job at UPS. woo hoo! i start on mon. Oct. 3. i know some people aren't happy for me but i wish they would be. if they really love me theY know i can handle this and they will be right by my side. anyway i really want tickets to see Rascal Flats they ( Read more... )

so work and school are moving so slow among others things we won't go into those. i went to lunch with jess today and palto's closet and fashion shop- funnnnn! any who i sometimes feel like i am losing my bff and it scares me bcause i dont want to maybe i am being selfish but i don't care wahn!! but i am so happy for her though i hope one day i ( Read more... )

so today i spoke with one of my best freinds Carie (cct)and she is going through a lot with her husband as i am with dan. She is even talking divorce. i feel her pain but i feel for joe b/c i am on his end. she gave me such good advice because she has been there. anyway i have an interview at ups on sep 2o at 9:30 so that next week i hope to have a ( Read more... )

today was the first day of school and it was booo my profs are crack smokers. my classes will be beter later b/c i have people in them. so i have live journaled this guy named Jon he is the UoL mascot and he seems really nice but i can't get dan off my mind. we are so rite for each other and i will be damned if i am gonna give up on us. i love him ( Read more... )

so i want to get over dan but it is so hard i am trying to be strong but on the inside i am dying. i just want him to experinece the world and all the bitches out there and let him see how great of a thing we had. sometimes even i want to do that but im so scared. i have never had a guy like dan and i dont think i ever will. i am so sick of talking ( Read more... )

today i talked to dan and he was really upset with something i did not no how to help him. i wanted to just hold him all nite long and tell him that everything is gonna be okay. despite what he has put me thru the last 3 weeks. i feel very sexually frustrated and i need someone to help me with this DAN . so i feel optimistic that dan and i are ( Read more... )

Last night Dan and a group of our friends saw Dukes of Hazard and it was so great. For those of you who don't know Dan and i are apart rite now so it is really hard. If any of you are religious than plese pray for me and Dan we could use it. after the movie we talked out in the parking lot for an hour and it was so awesome we have not talked like ( Read more... )