okay so I dont think I have updated recently... but I have made a huge change in my life and its for the BETTER...With the Help of Jenny and Sammy I am now (sit down now, you aren't going to believe this..haha) going to the gym every weekday morning at 7am... haha it sounds crazy right? Especially for myself..Lazy ass me is getting up at 6 to go to ( Read more... )

okay so jason came up yesterday...and I wasnt sure how I felt about that in the begining...but we had fun hanging out and stuff.. he basically only stayed for 24 hours bc we have conflicting schedules... but I'm glad he came... but for a completely different reason than you would think...

I have come to the conclusion that I only want to be friends ( Read more... )

...I dont even know where to begin really...

have you ever felt like it would take you dying to make people wake up and realize that you exist?... ironic thought huh? its a feeling like, you aren't hated, or even really disliked... but you are forgotten...easily forgotten...and there is no one else you can really blame other than yourself for ( Read more... )

so I decided to go home for a few days last week...it has turned into a week ( Read more... )

okayyyyy soooo.... call me bipolar...but

I'm not going home

there is more to talk about but I dont feel like posting it all right now

I'll post later

so ok.... pretty much I have come to the conclusion that I am going home to work at north turn.... if they will have me that is...I feel so sad about that... but at the same time I feel equally sad about staying up here

my mom is basically depressed and she needs me...my doggie is very sick and in the hospital...I am making NO money at alehouse over ( Read more... )

soooo I had the most random/weird dream ever last night...and it involves some of you guys who read this journal so I figure the best way yo tell you about it is to just post it on here....its reallllly bizarre ok so here goes ( Read more... )

I made 75 dollars tonight! wayyy more than I thought I would... that means two things 1) I can pay rent YAY!! haha and 2) I can go grocery shopping sooner than I thought YAY!! lol... ohh life..there is a work party tonight, but I dont know if I am gonna go ( Read more... )

Hola all...I'm updating again which is weird huh? I guess I'm getting back into the LJ flow of things

anyways.. so I went out last night with cyn, ruby, brittney, jeremy and his sister nicole (those are all people cyn works with).. we went to floyds where cyn also works with some guy that gets us on the list so we get banded, we spent most of the ( Read more... )

weird I just noticed I have only updated on the tuesdays this month...thats bizarre