well once again i havent update in forever,i guess i just havent really been home much l8ly. Stuff is kind of weird right now,i dont really have much to say. Just that i know that things will work out,and im always here,and i just want you to smile.Stress just sucks big time. ahh School is almost out and i cant wait,this summer is going to kick ass ( Read more... )

Helllllloooooooo! Wow so i guess its been forever since i have update. My computer is dumb and i have just been really busy. Im at my girlfriend Jeesecas homoe rite now,were having a gay old time studying and making bread for wileys class! Man do i love this girl,shes the best and we have just way to much fun doing sumthing that isnt even ment to ( Read more... )

 Brian is such a sweetheart,he left school today and went and bought me 1 rose for no reason at all,just because hes sweet!<3 That was the cutest thing ever!

*AUdra and i had a photoshoot today,ill put pics on later!!

~*~*~Jax,i love you babe and im here for you! It was great hanging out with you today,and talking. I miss are fun times.Im here ( Read more... )

Last night was wonderful!  Jesse and i froze are asses off all day umping 4 softball games which suxed....so i planned on going home taking a HOT shower putting on comfy clothes and laying around all nite,but then Audra calls and asks if i have talked to Brian l8ly,and i said umm only for like 2 seconds why? And shes like because Nate just called ( Read more... )

I hope that this feeling never goes away,its crazy but i love it. The butterflies in my tummy whenever i think about him ,the sparkle in my eyes when he looks into them,the huge smile on my face. Hes different then ne one else,this feeling is sumthing that ive never felt before,not even with Rion.               <3

Sweet dreamz everyone!

Last nite was def crazy. Everything got fucked up. Brian and Nate paintballed a bunch of people at ashleys bon fire,they were only suppossed to get jared foots car,and yea i dont kno wut happend. Turned out crazy tho,everyone was freaking out. I started crying when i saw justin freaking out,and when i called lizzys phone and he answered because i ( Read more... )

Rion and i finally talked last nite.  Were over again. The first time that we broke up he told me that he felt like things were going no where,and wow he told me the same thing again. That was gr8. It sucks how much people change,we used to be perfect for eachother, and now were complete opposites of eachother.   Honestly if i wouldnt have none him ( Read more... )

So this weekend was pretty fun! Friday sucked tho because i had to babysit all nite,but i made sum money so its cool. Saturday Jesse and i had to get up really early because we had to go to an ump clinic....that was boring. Then i got my hair done at 2:00. Its so blonde now i love it!!! Then i went over to Jesses,Audra picked us up and we went to ( Read more... )

 Everything is crazzy rite now. Stuff with my brother is crazy,but i think hes going to be calming down soon, i hope. I love that him and i are so close now,but its kind of annoying at times. Oh well i guess,i just want him to smile again.  My dad has an alsser(sp) in his tummy...not good,but hes going to be okay. A lot of drama is going on rite ( Read more... )

Today rocked. We had a golf match vs hazzle park. I got the 3rd best score and my name is going to be in the paper tomorrow! :) <3 so excited! I played agaisnt the coolest girl ever,her name  is Meghan and she was so cool! We had so much fun! After the match i got playdough ice cream!!!<3 So today was just like awsomeness!

**Im to happy rite now ( Read more... )