Most things you consider evil or wicked are simply lonely.

[browneyedgurly]

Lately I've felt strangely out of place in all situations not involving certain people. It's strange and hard to describe I guess. I just know exactly who I want to be with all of the time. I'm slowly figuring out what I want more and more, and that's a great feeling

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[dont_u_wanna]

Jillibeens i love u and im sorry if u feel out of place when ur talkin to me..that makes me sad...but know i love u so much and ur such an amazing person! and well im not sure as to what i wanna be when i gro up..up untill this year i had no clue but i think im starting to figure it out but im still not 100% sure...well now htat ive bored u im gonna go to the workday! MUCH LOVE!

[browneyedgurly]

Aw, don't be sad! That's no fun.

There was a workday? Oops! Hahaha. lovemissadore you! <33

Ooooooh. I am feeling the exact same way about school these days. Let's start a club.

[fishnettedfemme]

Let's see... My ideal job is to be a TV Journalist, preferably on the BBC.

But I'd also like to be a Fashion Photographer, or an Art Historian. And definitely a Mother.

I can most certainly see you becoming famous some day. :)

Sure thing. We need some hot exotic name.

[browneyedgurly]

They're so specific! I wish I had exact ideals like those.

Thanks so much! That's such a huge compliment! You're seriously SUCH a babe to me. You're a doll. <33

Can I Join? Cause I feel the same fucking way...

[sullensoliloquy]

What I want to be when I grow up...

Lord, Jill...you couldn't have picked an easy question, could you? I guess...Broadway is a big and probable option for me. Something in the theatre, or even film. I'm not pick, just somewhere I can act and sing. Yeah.

Would it seem vain if I said I wanted to be famous?

I guess. If you're nice!

[browneyedgurly]

No. I used to feel that way a lot. I don't think I nessacarily want to be famous, but I want to make a mark in history. I don't want to be forgotten quickly after my death. That's just depressing.

Hooray! I'll be plenty nice!

[sullensoliloquy]

It would be depressing to be forgotten righjt after you die... But don't worry Jill...I'll always remember you, even if I don't know if you've died. I'll be sitting somewhere one day and then I'll remember "that wonderful actres, Jillian Rorrer...she was so cool!"

[xohugsnkissesxo]

the whole reallyreally hating school thing totally hits you about the middle of your sophomore year. totally went through the same thing.

now,i just keep on keepin on. the only way to get through it. i dont love it but i dont hate it either. its one of those things.

yo quiero ser maestra de espanol.
i really really wanna be a spanishteacher....but def. a elementry school spanish teacher.

[browneyedgurly]

Yeah. This weekend picked up my spirits at least, so I think winter vacation will as well.

That's so cool! Aw, I'm learning so much from this post. Hee.

[star_kisst]

oh, jillian rorrer.
how i LOVE you.
i colored a picture for our notebook! =)
it's not as INCREDIBLE as yours..but it's much better than my previous.

thank goodness.
heh.

i am kind of interested in telivision broadcasting, journalism, and TV/Radio. I would LOVE to live in new york and be an anchor for all their news casts and such, or write for a big time magazine.

hm.

i think you are so amazing, and i bee-leave we need a date.
JILLIAN RORRER IS SO TALENTED AND GOT A SUPERIOR!
yea-uh!!
<333333

[browneyedgurly]

Yay! I wanna ask my rentals for a HUGE pack of crayons for Xmas! Like one of those 2390820348 crayon packs with the built in sharpener! Hahahaha. It'll keep me busy winter break!

That's cool. You'd be an incredible anchor chick, and I'm not just saying that.

Yay! I love you, too. I'm glad we're getting close and stuff, it makes me happy!

Maybe winter break? Once I'm back in town and stuff?

Heheehheehehe! Yay!!!! Thanks beautiful!!!

lovelovelove