Underwear in my back pocket, sure sign of the morning after...

[browneyedgurly]

Okay. I have a favor to ask of everyone. This isn't some survey or copy and paste thing that I found in someone else journal or that I want you to put in yours. It's a personal question that I'm really honestly curious about. I want to know what you all think of me, 100%. Things that I should keep up and things that I really need to work on. What

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[heartbridge121]

Okay, here we go.

At first, I kind of thought that we wouldn't get along. I'm not sure why, but I guess I thought that we were too different, and I was kind of afraid to try to get to know you.

Over time, though, I heard lots of wonderful things about you from friends about how nice and awesome you are, so I wanted to get to know you myself. I know that we are still in the beginning stages of friendship, but I can already tell that you are a very kind, cool person, and a great singer in 'You're A Good Man, Charlie Brown', hehe. I'm looking forward to getting to know you better. :)

110% hee

[browneyedgurly]

Aw! You're sweet. Thanks. =)

Re: 110% hee

[heartbridge121]

Hehe, you're very welcome. :)

[star_kisst]

oh, boo

[browneyedgurly]

Yeah, I second that. I feel like the entire situation that took place in the food court was uneeded and personally everytime I look back on it I dislike the way we were sort of pressured into telling each other something and were left feeling akward and sad that the other people at the table both knew and the last one didn't, if that makes any sense. I much rather would have told you at some point on my own about my embarassing nights and mishappenings so that we could gain more of a trust and bond and stuff like that, and I'm not saying I never would have, it's just that having to do it at the table not only made me feel pressured but made it obvious to you that by some way or another the other two girls knew about it before you did

[star_kisst]

oh, jillian rorrer.
how i agree with you.

so much.
and i am so glad you brought that up, because i have wanted to as well. when i tell you things, i want them to be special between you and me, and i hated that it was forced like that.

and it's not that i didn't want to tell you.
i just wanted the situation to arise, and then me bring it up.

the one-on-one thing sounds perfect.
we need you jill and brianne time.
i love you so very much.
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what do i think of you?

[kungfu_louie]

i think yer tight...

but i also think youre too concerned with what other people think of you. WAY too concerned. dont ask what youre doing wrong or what youre doing right... you have awesome friends so obviously youre doing something right. if there is any one that doesnt like you for whatever reason, FUCK THEM! dont worry about "why" they dont like you...

youre too self conscious... get over it and just dont worry about other people. be concerned with being yourself and keeping the friends you already have,

i love you babe. dont worry. stay tight.

[browneyedgurly]

Aw, Dustin, you're so cool. I'll work on that... I really need to.

Thanks so much, love you too, and keep on keepin on. Hee.

[pinktarty]

i love you.
i wish we were closer.
i envy your enthusiasm and...whatever you have that makes people like you so much. but, i know no one's (life or anything) is perfect.

i don't think anything bad about you.

honestly.

love you

[pinktarty]

actually..i think i feel
left out.
i feel like it's my fault...so whatever.

blah...thinking about stuff like that just makes me depressed and lonely.
if you need more explanation...im me.

much love

[browneyedgurly]

=( Isa sorry. I don't do it purposely or anything like that, and I don't really think about it you know. Just... if I'm ever doing it or making you feel dumb... let me know.

I la you.

[x904rockx]

iobviously thinkyour a cool chick cuz if i went out with you for such a long time. seriously if anyone ever talks shit about you or lays a finger on you, ill knock their fucking teeth out.

the only thing is i cant really trust you. i dont know if youll always be there for me but i did once so oneday i might be able to think that way again.

[browneyedgurly]

As if I could ever blame you for saying that. You're such a strong, forgiving person for even still talking to me after everything that happened between us. And I wish I could tell you how much I admire you for not telling everyone about the horrible circumstances surrounding our break up. Honestly, I don't think you know how much I respect you as a person for how incredibly mature you handled the whole thing. I wish I never would have had to make you have handled it at all, and I mean that so much. I feel absolutely horrible everytime I think of it. It's one of the worst things I've ever done to anyone that I've ever cared about. And I'm so sorry...

I also heard that you're leaving DA and doubt you're going to college? Matthew Tyler Barfield! You're so fucking talented!!! I don't blame you if you want to leave DA but you can do so much with your life if you just put your mind to it. When I heard that I was so sad because I was am so scared you aren't going to do all the amazing things with your life that I know you can. You are

[x904rockx]

thanks a lot, but i think i need a break from school... im surprised no one has asked you out yet. im sorry but i still feel like i need to protect you and make sure your always ok, so if anythink is wrong call me

ps. im for real, if anyone hurts you and i find out, thel be able to taste my brass knuckles for weeks

BE SAFE<33333
xMTBx