And though you can't see it, she's falling apart...

Feb 03, 2005 20:24

I'm fine. I don't feel good. Some sort of a mental flu. Thank God there's a support beam that's strong and sturdy to hold me up because right now I'm quite fragile and need it very much. I'm playing music to reassure myself constantly, and have intentionally watched movies to make me cry to release my 'feelings' all night. I don't enjoy being ( Read more... )

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dont_u_wanna February 4 2005, 02:33:38 UTC
i love you jilliebeens...you alwasy make me smile even when im down..so tomorrow i will be sure to try and make u smile!

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browneyedgurly February 4 2005, 21:29:30 UTC
Aww you're sweet! <33

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heartbridge121 February 4 2005, 02:46:41 UTC
Aw, get it all out, hon. It's natural to doubt yourself. But listen to me when I say that you truly are a cool person and you shouldn't beat up on yourself.

If it helps, I *loved* your scene today. It brought me back to when I was little (like that was such a long time ago) and rekindled when I first thought about forever. And it made me remember my best friend Tamara and the things that we would talk about. Very nice job.

And that's the truth.

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browneyedgurly February 4 2005, 21:27:10 UTC
Thanks so much bebe! You all are way to kind to me, I swear it. <33

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peacesign February 4 2005, 02:51:46 UTC
<3
you always are able to make me smile jillie the falconer!
<3 <3

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browneyedgurly February 4 2005, 21:25:14 UTC
Yay!!! Did you give your mom the money? =DDDD

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pinktarty February 4 2005, 02:53:21 UTC
im here

and i love you

and i have no fucking idea what you're talking about(does that make me a bad friend?)...but...if you want to talk randomness that i don't understand until forever you can call me.

much much love

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browneyedgurly February 4 2005, 21:23:52 UTC
(No, beau it doesn't. Only about one person knows, literally. Don't feel bad, promise.) As soon as I'm willing to talk about everything, you're sure to know. <333

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freed0misntfree February 4 2005, 02:59:03 UTC
oh girl.
this year has been hard on all of us.
im at the point where im just not dealing anymore.
which is why i am distant. off. confused. on the verge of tears. and snapping at people.

stay strong. you can make it through whatever. i promise.

<3

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browneyedgurly February 4 2005, 21:20:20 UTC
Thanks, beau!

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