i had started to update on the past week and then it wouldnt post for some weird reason and im too lazy to do it all over right now so i'll post it all tomorrow.

i just had a fortune cookie and the thing said "you may attend a party where strange customs prevail." and i did and this was true.

more to come tomorrow....

i think last night turned out to be pretty interesting. sometimes things work out certain ways for certain reasons. i guess it just wasnt meant to be. but i feel like i have closure now and know for sure about some things which makes me feel better. its sad the way things ended up being but there wasnt much else to do.

im happy again : )  im realizing though that by doing this im probably just setting myself up again to fall and get hurt in the end. oh well we shall see what happens. all i know is that im enjoying this summer so much  : )

im so drained from this weekend. friday night was a very successful girls night with much fun had. it took awhile to get everything but i made some calls and a friend of someone who i used to be very close to got the stuff for me. when i was asked how that person was i couldnt give an answer and it was just really upsetting. anyway i was playing ( Read more... )

the girls won the scavenger hunt!!! we were awesome and got almost everything and now the boys have to suffer and probably put on makeup and wear dresses to the mall!! (thanks for the idea) haha its gonna be great.

so yesterday i got to go to the atlantis aquarium in riverhead. now this was an all day trip. we were supposed to be there for 3 1/2 ( Read more... )

so this week started out horrible at work. i found out yesterday at the end of the day that i was getting switched from the 9 year olds to the 6 year olds because they need a strong senior counselor for 6. but they moved me there today, not on a monday for the beginning of the week, so now i dont know any of the kids and i had to leave my kids. im ( Read more... )

this day has been pretty productive. i went walking and then tanning with my sister. i cleaned my room and reorganized all my clothes and got rid of a bunch of stuff i havent worn in a year. went to the movies with alicia and alyssa to see sleepover...but before the movie who do i see??? chris!!!  havent seen him since i think camp last year so ( Read more... )

oh man was work hard today. someone even got sent home early bc she was still sick from last night. annnd my kids won the camp cup this week!!! i only learned the dance today and it was a lot of kickline stuff and i definitely messed it up during the talent show but thats ok!! then there was the surprise at the end of me being a fish which i dont ( Read more... )

yea so if you culdnt tell  by the lttle mood thingy....well im kidna drunk but i did have agreat tnight and it was definiely needed given everything that s been going on lately. but ummm yeaa on the way to work toorrow hsould be interesting and work should be too considereing half the cxounselors are gonna have hang ouvers. too much typoing for me

last night was great...we had a camp girls night out at the movies and just all scrubbed. and i was sitting in front of kalabza in anchorman...weird haha. but the movie was very funny and worth it. then we met some guy in the parking lot who was very strange and then wouldnt leave us alone. as we got to friendlys i decided we should "par the cark" ( Read more... )