i have a meeting on tuesday with an agent from osaka, japan. if all goes well, i get free trips and lots of money! wish me lucks!

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just throwing it out there, CKBe is probably the BEST cologne ever. that's just me, though!

might be moving to NY in a few months for a few months

i've been looking at rental properties in rural GTA. Stouffville, bradford, schomberg, king city, stouffville. They all look so very appealing to me. I found this one place. a 5 bedroom house on a 2 acre lot for $1350 a month. it looks too good to be true. I have to wind down my student debt first. i am getting back about $1500 or so from ( Read more... )

i just read emile hirsch's interview in the latest nylon guys and have never wanted to be an actor more in life

Today was the first time ever that I actually felt sick over the thought of another dude fucking you. It's not a nice feeling. I'm not human. I'm not supposed to have feelings.

Do I teach photography to vacationers in the Caribbean or do I finish school and not be a 5 time dropout ( Read more... )

she had a miscarriage. the engagement is off. we broke up. i feel very indifferent right now. gain through loss? we'll see how it goes.

so we went to do some ultrasounds and a bunch of other baby stuff. the baby is due may 18th. i can't believe in 8 months i'm going to be a father. i guess it's what i've always wanted (young parenthood) but this is all coming too fast. i'm sure once the kid is born everything will come natural to me. like i'm sure i will love it and shit but ( Read more... )