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oh girl.... haha. my last entry said "i feel so much more at east." BWAHAHHAA i meant to say EASE. and im sure you all, knowing me an dmy complete IDIOCITY... knew what i meant and accepted it as a part of me and who i am. i am flawed and I LOVE IT ( Read more... )

add my new s/n to your buddy list:

pa1ekaik0

it means paradise in hawaiian. and sanjin asked if it was a part of the change in my state-of-mind. an di suppose it is. i feel so much more at east.

opened xmas presents de familia. uneventful. im now decked out in lots of jewelry, and clothes. i really would've rather had people spent money on people who really NEED and deserve presents. that would've made me happier than getting presents for myself. thats just me, though. i really considdered spending all of my upcoming 350$ paycheck on ( Read more... )

wow. its been what... 2 days? i want you back. i miss you. SO MUCH.

another quote from the infamous scarlett:

i'll be okay once i believe in my heart that love is not weakness.

how true. how FUCKIn true. gotta leave in 3 minutes. uggh. damn target nazis. making me work on christmas eve.

why are all of my times and dates majorly effed up??? its rully upsetting. BOOO @ livejournal. i may head over to GJ.

AWAKE, still. i suppose its because i've become accustom to talking myself to death on the phone and then just hanging up and collapsing. that didnt happen tonight. :( god, i miss you already. is that terrible or what? thank you for coming to say goodbye today, and for calling and leaving the message just to say you missed me, thank you for all the ( Read more... )

my work sch-ed-jule ( Read more... )