I think I just had my first panic attack. I thought I'd felt it before, but this... this was a whole different beast. It's strange because there wasn't so much 'panic' as much as 'ooh, I really don't feel good.' I got a sinking feeling in my stomach, and everything started to feel fuzzy, like when I passed out for a second when on pain pills after ( Read more... )

I'm going to be a god-Aunt. My best friend is having a baby and I'm still in shock. Hell SHE'S still in shock. It was her first time... the sperm-donor shithead gave her some shit about 'pulling out'. She was a virgin, and it was not fun for her. I'm worried that the father won't be good for her or the baby. I'm worried that he'll abandon them, or ( Read more... )

Oh man, I need to be more responsible with Amazon.com, just spent about 400 bucks on transformers products. I am ashamed of myself. Oh well, my christmas present to myself for the next five years. XD ( Read more... )

So my sister spent the whole dinner badmouthing my best friend's mother, and while the aforementioned mother IS irresponsible, it's not the type of thing I want to spend talking about on a day when we're supposed to be THANKFUL for everything we HAVE. Thank god I finished eating and got to excuse myself because I didn't want to ruin my sister's ( Read more... )

Now this is surreal. I'm the only one awake in the house at 10:00 at night. NO ONE in my family is asleep before 10:00PM much less my DAD. And look at this now, my DAD is asleep and my SISTER is asleep, and I'm the only one awake right now. I can't express how WEIRD this is. 0-0

A great radio station that plays video game music.

http://www.osugamers.com/

Look to the right and you'll see 'radio' and then click 'listen' and all of this awesome music is yours to listen to!

New goal for while I'm not in school. Write a minimum of 2,000 words a day. 4,000 for extra credit. And I should read the damn drivers manual so I can get my license.

I feel like I've been through some kind of breakthrough. I've been happier these three days than I have been for years. I can actually tell that I am happy. I've either been happy or very hyper, I kinda don't know which. I'm taking more showers (mostly from a lack of anything to do) and I'm being more hygienic then I have been in several years. ( Read more... )

Today was a really good day for me. I got my hair cut really short and I'm loving it! (though I will regret the length during the chilly winter months of which here last FOREVER. I'll just get a cool beanie and wear that! Not like my hair can get really messy anymore anyway! (or look bad in general ( Read more... )