I met the most amazing girl on friday. Absolutely amazing. She had me smiling for the first time.. in I don't know how long. She is coming to visit soon, and I cannot even wait. Life.. is worth living, well, for right now atleast ( Read more... )

Slip off your shoes and climb into bed, meddling with magic, a rendez-vous with sin. Half written novels, stories over told, there is no such thing as faeries, magic isn't real. You lost it, its gone, you won't get it back, pick up your things and don't look back. You don't mean a thing to him, he'll just throw you back. Fucked by sin, erotic ( Read more... )

Pull aside the curtain and clib in, deeply inhale the familiar smells and cough as the smoke and must clouds your lungs and chest. A deep sigh, drop to your knees and close your eyes, welcome home, welcome home the wind whispers around you, and you feel like you've never been away. Stare at the same four walls and write your name in the dust ( Read more... )

Dear Ana ( Read more... )

*Blessed are the starving, they teach us not to want ( Read more... )

On this day, I swear on my LIFE, I will NEVER trust ANYONE again.... Ever.

I hate you. Yes, you. Why? Because you came and went so fast. And your words, your words were all deception. You said you would be here, but you ran out the next day. Reluctantly devoted a few hours of help but you acted as though i was sucking the life right out of you, that I was taking your whole life ( Read more... )

Nothing matters anymore. I hate life, I hate the people in it. Cause no one gives a fuck about me or what happens to me. Why? Because I"m nothing and people are to shallow to see that I might actually be something other than that. This is that last time I"m being treated like shit. People always think I'll be ok, "because I have real friends in my ( Read more... )

WILL YOU DENY ME WHAT I NEED?

I was supposed to kill myself today. I wrote it down, planned it out, and I was gonna do it. And I woke up this morning just layed there in bed and I let my mind go over everything. And I kept thinking.. Why.. Why do I wanna do this. Why should I live or why should I die. Why.. do I wanna do what I'm doing. Why am I thinking about this, why did I ( Read more... )