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[bruisenbattered]

WEll, as of last night me and Missy aren't together anymore... It really sucks... I love her and I wanna be with her but I just don't know if I can be... She has a lot of growing up she needs to do before she thinks about being in a long term relationship... I feel like shit... I hurt really bad... I am back down at my lowest point again... I don't

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[bruisenbattered]

Thanks for being there for me when you was... Things did work themselves out... I was packing my things this morning and she woke up and asked me what I was doing and then pulled me onto the bed with her... So... There is still a lot that we need to work on but I think it will get better... Well I hope it gets better... Today she went with her dad to lunch and me and chris went and looked at presents for Missy's lil sis for her b-day and we went to walmart and I got missy a pink rose... And when I got home to give it to her she was sitting on the computer in my bondage pants... The ones you used to steal all the time... Why does everyone steal those pants... But, I am pretty much writing an entry in my reply... But who cares... She told me some things today and last night that I really didn't wanna hear... She tried to cut herself so she could understand but she couldn't do it... I am glad she couldn't do it... and last night when she left here she went and sat and stared at a tree that she had picked out that she was going to run her

[bruisenbattered]

Yeah... I have gotten stronger... I don't have my safetypin anymore... I threw it on her car when seh was leaving.... so god only knows where it is at... But I really don't car either..