Why is it that you can feel so lonely even if you are in a room full of people..? depressed

Buusyy Week ( Read more... )

yesss, tonite was insaneee ( Read more... )

soo letts see.. Ashtyn just left and im gunna reflect back at our night ( Read more... )

okay ..Heres my wekend in a nutshell ( Read more... )

yesterday ( Read more... )

Last night me and ashtyn went to meet brian peterson(omg hes rele cute)and his soccer friends .. a few of their friends came and joined us and we chylled liek for an hour>? haha, we had some good convos tho, he said he wouldnt trade in his varsity soccer jacket for a bowling one if he could.hed be ashamed ahah. nd that he doesnt have a gf, that ( Read more... )

ahh i just got back from the cruise sat!! omg i had the best time if my life. chylln till 3 in joeys cabin, then sneakn to the dungeon with my gurls.. man was it a blast.. all the hotties man were those college guys gorgeous!.. I miss the walks to the front of the ship and laying and watching the stars with luis.. man i miss him soo much.. many ( Read more... )

People are telling me im such a nervous person, i shouldnt be so hard on my self, and im overly pressured, i cant help it.. i freak out if i dont know something or do something right, i guess i was born tryn so hard to be a perfectionist, is that bad?:(

ok, i feel relle dumb right now cause that guy who who asked me out turned out to be different than i expected(onli allie would know what i mean )wink lolz..i totally regret what i said, but anyways ( Read more... )