I have this odd feeling ... I'm very positive, although everything's not good.
I feel satisfied and happy with my life. I know the problems I have are small compared to other's.
But still, it's very weird. I think my brain produces too much or too little of something, because this can't be normal.   

Amsterdam is ... great. Beautiful. I know I haven't seen many cities around the world, but ... 
I am very, very satisfied. 
And happy :)

My essay is now +1 week late.
I'm sitting in the computer class and all I can think of is that I have two large, thin boards of wood that I can paint whatever I like on, and that one of them is already put on an easel and waiting for me to come home...

good news for once ( Read more... )

Just thoughts about work & studies. Boredom below

I have been working ten-hour days (16.00-02.30) and studied at the same time and I must confess that it has been (/is) a very, very bad combination.

But I only have two essays left now. One is already late (deadline was yesterday) but I'm going to write it by Friday. I just don't know how, since I ( Read more... )

... I just haven't been updating. Sorry ( Read more... )

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I don't like being jealous. There's that black wave of anger and self-pity, and when it passes it is replaced with embarrassment for feeling so strongly about something and not being mature enough to hold it back and just shrug it off.  
 

so tired ...

ok, the train to Vaala leaves in 30 min - but some good news for once ( Read more... )