hey ya'll wats cooken..nothen much here..just got in from some party. it was good.i saw michelle and notto and trevor and mike and chris and jay and alot of ppl i havent seen in a while. it was definitely good. dancing and stuff. i havent been to a good party in a while. so yea ( Read more... )

yo homies wats happenin' nothing much here, just got in from the beach with amy..well a short while ago. i showered and stuff. it was such a great day, perfect perfect weather..and nothing beats sleeping in the sun on the beach and worken on my tan. mm hmm

i havent really been doin to much. monday i worked came home and relaxed, talked to jon for a ( Read more... )

so wats up ppl. last night was so friggan dead u wouldnt even believe. but i dunno wasnt too bad. worked with good ppl. Rob gave me a ride home. we were talken bout driving and i said i wnted to learn how to drive a standard. his cars a standard so he taught me. i did so good. we started off in the parkinglot and then he took me on the st...that ( Read more... )

HAPPY WOULD BE 4 MONTHS. ugh...sucha miserable day. well this weekend wasnt too too bad. i had my girls to keep my mind off of things. friday i worked, did pretty good it was steady. then me and danielle went and got linsey and we had a "juice picnic" at her house. hehe good times. randy came over after work and mom, todd, tim and tara were there. ( Read more... )

so its friday. and im still feeling like shit. im tryin to u kno, act normal its just really hard. my heart was ripped outa me...how can i be happy? well. wednesday i went to the beach with meg. then i went out with katelyn for a bit up to the mall. got some vickies shampoo and stuff. yesterday i worked.. wasnt too bad..made some good money then i ( Read more... )

Just got in from seeing Raising Helen..with Danielle and Rob. it was a good movie. i worked tonight, at 1st i really didn want to..im really not all there in the emotionally stable department.

i miss jon so much. all i wanna do is hold him, and touch him, and run my fingers thru his hair and pull him closer so i can kiss him and laugh with him and ( Read more... )

xstarx: jon. wat the hell did i do so wrong for u to hate me.
xbustedxstarx: can u please just talk to me
xbustedxstarx: the least u can do is talk to me.
tedxstarx: hello? mr reach around
xbustedxstarx: well listen. i dont kno why u blocked me. if its to get back at me for  blocking my number, fine. but at least can u be mature enough to break up with ( Read more... )

one thing i dont understand. why jons ignoring me. ive gotten calls and IMs from everyone except my own bf. i kno we got into a fight but i mean come on now. its not like it was a life changin event that i shouldnt be forgiven for. i dunno. im just really upset. i been crying off and on all day.

gotta go..bye..

jon i do love u

so ive decided im a bad girlfriend. I try so hard to make jon happy then i just suck at it. he doesnt trust me, he thinks im sketchy, and thats not a good thing for ur bf to think. Im madly inlove with him, more than i can put into words, yet i make the stupidest mistakes in the world.

last night, him and i were sposed to hang out but he said he ( Read more... )

Bubba and Jimmy Joe


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