Confused...

[brwneyedlove]

I guess I thought that when we got back together I was supposed to feel something special. Something different. I guess I thought it would be different, but why would it be different when nothing changed but a title. Now, I've gotten so used to us not having that title that I'm not sure that I really want it anymore. Or maybe I am just disappointed

Comments

[rastagirl06]

If u turn into one of those masochistic "i need to be unhappy" women, im afraid i cant associate w/ u nemore...i dont want u to turn into my mother.

[brwneyedlove]

Lady what are you talking about??? It's nothing like that. Just thoughts. More like, I don't think I want to be with anybody than, I want to be with him. I just have a lot of shit on my mind right now. Nothing masochistic ok boo? No worries.

[rastagirl06]

it sounds masochistic...if i remember correctly, all u did was cry and feel horrible over this boy, right? it seemed like every other day was a fight between u and him. doing something that causes u pain and suffering is masochistic.Its like those women who turn down a good man to be with one that treats them like crap...maybe im just reading too much into that...i dont know. it just sounds like u might do something stupid like break up with bryan...after all this drama u went through to get him, it sounds like ur ready to throw it all away. or maybe u like the arguing and the drama?

[brwneyedlove]

To be honest it is exactly what it says it is. I was just expecting something to be different or feel different and it didn't so I was disappointed. What I failed to realize was how could something feel or be different when nothing changed but a title. I have my weak moment where I forget about everything I've gone through with both of these boys, but I always recover.