Well Stephi and i broke up because when i came back from vacation i didnt care bout anything i was hurting her so she told me to break up with her.. so yea we broke up. it sucks. im gunna miss everything bout her. does anyone else find writing these journal entries a pain in the ass besides 4 me?

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Today i slept till 10 45 cuz my mom was yelling at me cus i had baseball at 1 and she was like its 12 get up and get ready... and i get up and im awake and she tells me to do chores.. what a bitch. lies to me to get me out of bed and do chores... i got to drive all day today. it was awesome.. i went to baseball practice.. then i got picked up.. ( Read more... )

Well i woke up at 4 am because stephi called me.. we talked for a while.. i couldnt fall back to sleep so i turned on Power and listened to it. then after 45 mins.. i got up and got on the internet and paged Stephi in school so i culd talk to her. i talked to her until 7 am. then i slept till 9 since i only slept from 2-4.. the day started off ok ( Read more... )

I love Stephi!!!

yea well i definately cant sleep... i went to bed at 2 and stephi called me at 4 so i got 2 hours of sleep. and its now 5 30ish in the morning. im sitting paging stephi since shes in school. she denys most of the stuff that greg says and she says hes exaggerating so im just gunna believe her and move on from all this shit. i cant keep thinking ( Read more... )

Wow... i called Greg (Stephi's xbf) she went out with him while we were going out. i found out more stuff that stephi was hiding from me. Last tuesday, Stephi was completely naked with Greg and Greg went down on her and was sucking on her tits and shit. yea. God it keeps getting worse doesnt it.. its like sum1 shot me so that i dont hhave to deal ( Read more... )

I have no seen my girlfriend in like 10 months.. it fucking sucks. i miss her so badly... I just wish that i could see her for one minute and just hug her and hold her. I havent seen her cus she lives all the way across the country. Some people think its stupid, but those people dont know me and thats why. If you knew me ud understand why i still ( Read more... )

Today... was better... Stephi called me at baseball practice and i told her I love her infronta my whole team.. i wasnt paying attention to what they did so who knows. umm Greg and i talked and we are cool i guess. i still dont like him very much but i dont like any of stephis friends soo... but Stephi and i are getting better by the day.. Im ( Read more... )

Over the past... 3 days ive found out a lot of stuff that i dunno what to think of it. My girlfriend, Stephi, promised me that she wouldnt do a lot of things and broke those promises. I just thought of everything that weve gone thru. We have been going out for a year(thats a shit load of time for me). This is the story she told me: she went to a ( Read more... )