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I know I don't update that often
... in less than 12 hours I may or may not be single. There are alot of reasons. It's goddamn hard though when you still care about someone after they stop caring about you. You have to be strong enough to call it off, otherwise they'll just drag you along until you feel dead ( Read more... ) -
positive?
"Life is a a pointless drive that you take alone. Might as well enjoy the ride; take the long way home ( Read more... ) -
Kill the white man
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS!! ASSHOLES!!!!
Half drunk -
it goes "oh la oh la oh la"
so. . . I'm dating the most adorable girl these days. I may've said something along these lines but that was predicated on low esteem and self-deceit. Let me put it like this, when I'm not around her I'm still happy ( Read more... ) -
STAY THE FUCK OUT OF THE PARK!
So I'm hanging out with my girlfriend. We were going to see Rent. Well show starts at 10:30 I pick her up at 8:30. We were going to go take a walk in the park. Well it's cold so we sit in the car. We're talking just chilling like we do. Then we kind of start kissing, said screw the movie and kept kissing. She loses an earring. I'm searching the car ( Read more... ) -
You could ask alot of things you'd never answer yourself.
Met this girl right? Mentioned her on here before. It's needlessly complicated. Her parents hate me, her friends don't trust me, but she really seems to like me. That's good ( Read more... ) -
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I'm falling for her. She's falling for me, falling maybe harder than I am.
We'll see where this is in a few months -
wow
*she knows more about prince than I do
*one of her favorite philosophers is machiavelli
*she loves her xbox
*she looks great in glasses
*she loves jamiroquai
*she loves morris day and the time
*she got my references to digital underground
*I could go on
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Fuck pole position
Coming to terms with alot of stuff lately. I am 100 percent responsible for everything I don't like about myself. Many of these things exist solely in my head, or are rather minute and are nowhere near as bad as I make them. I am a neurotic tangle. I have no self confidence because I keep telling myself I'm weak and ugly and neurotic and all this ( Read more... ) -
Feeling healthier
Need to start working out.
Haven't smoked a cigarette in about a week. Phlegm is breaking up. I'm hungry, I have more energy. Strangely enough I'm calmer. Hell even my bowel movements are remarkable.
I really kind of want one though. I won't though.
Flow is getting stronger