This mask is choking me. It's getting harder and harder to breath. All I wanna do is scream. Something isn't right but I can't figure it out. I don't feel like myself.. WHY DON'T I SEE IN MYSELF WHAT OTHERS SEE IN ME? WHERE THE HELL AM I GOING? WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?

This week I've thought of a lot of things. They have been brought on by people but are not about people, they are merely thoughts on feelings and ideas.

We spend our lives thinking that if we are not in a relationship then we are alone. I've come to realize how really untrue this is. We fail to realize that just because you don't have someone ( Read more... )

Humanistic Traditions- Tuesday 4/22 done, easy
Government- Friday 4/25 done, fine
Physics- Saturday 4/26 done, sucked
Statistics- Monday 4/28 done, probably bad

This is gonna suck.

I'm starting to miss the times of 800 sex numbers.Now they all seem to have been replaced by text sex services. Now here's my problem. At least with a 800 numbers you knew that you were talking to a woman, not anymore. Now you may not even be talking to a human. Are people THAT desperate for sexual gratification that they will talk to a COMPLETELY ( Read more... )

So life has taken a weird hop for me. I'm studying to be an engineer but I'm trying to get into movies. I'm essentially a talent agent. I love both and plan to see them both to the end. I want to write more and maybe in time learn to direct. We're almost ready to film a short film written by a new friend and very talented girl, so hopefully all ( Read more... )

 News brings out my morbid sense of humor. Always. I saw on the news some footage of a house floating away in a flood. I knew that there had to be some dead people, but I couldn't stop laughing. The only thought that could go through my head was this.... I've never seen a house take out a bridge before, I thought it would make clearance heights.

Can't seem to get to sleep. Could be any number of things. Either I'm not tired or I'm afraid of what I'll see when I close my eyes ( Read more... )

(Zoom into Le Modiste Restaurante)
(Camera within restaurant pans left to right showing tuxedo clad waiters seating and serving lavishly dressed customers. Camera settles on a well dressed couple looking at menus)
Man: Everything looks so delicious, but the menu doesn't tell what the meat is.
Woman: Let's just wait and see what the waiter ( Read more... )

I started to wonder today if Jesus has a World of Warcraft account.
He's probably a elf mage.

So this new found faith has me thinking a lot about God. He is a guiding force, but I also think He has a sick sense of humor. In fact I would love to perform for God.

In any way He asks...

"On your knees my child"

*unzips*

I'm going to hell for this bit.